Thank You for Loving Me

Ellie just sat there and stared into space. She didn’t know how to react. She just looked at her parents in shock.  It took her a few moments before she could say anything. “When do we have to leave?” she asked them still staring into space.

“Well we needed to sign some papers with the clinic and they want to talk to you to make sure that this is what you want also but as your parents because you’re underage you still have to do what we want. So we need to go back tomorrow.” Cecelia told her.

Putting her hand to her forehead and rubbing, “Yeah ok. I need to go for a walk.” She said standing up.

“But it’s getting dark out Sweetie.” Her Mom told her.

“It’s ok I just need to get out of here.” She said as she went for the door.

“But you don’t have a coat Ellie!” her Mom yelled. But she just left fast.

“I know where she’s going. She’s just going next door.” Marsha told them.

“To see that boy right?” Cecelia said. Marsha and Michael just looked at each other and nodded.

Ellie really didn’t seem to know where she was going. She was just looking around and walked down to the end of the driveway. Then she had seen John’s car in his driveway and decided to walk up it. When she got up to the porch she didn’t know what to do. Should she knock, ring the doorbell? She really had never been over his house before. She thought that was funny and strange all at the same time. She stood there for a few minutes and decided against it. She was too upset to bring down their mood so she just sat in one of the chairs and curled up in a ball.

The family had just eaten and Carol was cleaning up in the kitchen. John Sr. was in the living room and was watching the six O’clock news. Tony and Matty were doing their homework as John was upstairs listening to music and trying to figure out what his next step was going to be in the group because he was writing some songs. He thought he would try them out on Ellie and see what she thought of them when he heard the phone ring. He heard his Dad yell that he would get it.

 The next thing was his Dad yelled up to him. “John could you please come down here for a minute?”

“COMING!” John yelled.  He wondered what his Dad could want. Jogging down the stairs, “Yeah Dad what’s up?” he asked him.

Looking up the stairs as John thought was strange, “By any chance is Ellie up there with you?” he asked his son.

John looked at his Dad liked he lost his mind. Carol who was in the kitchen heard this and of course came out and walked over to them. “Um no why?” he asked then looking at his Dad asked, “Ok why is there something wrong? Is she ok? What the Hell Dad?” he started getting nervous. 

“Ok calm down that was Michael apparently she left the house about an hour ago and she hasn’t come back yet and she didn’t bring a coat with her. Now get this she left because her parents are here and I guess they had a little tiff. Michael didn’t go into it but she just left upset. So he thought maybe she might have come over here to talk to you.” John Sr. explained to them.

That was all John needed to hear. “I’ll be back in a little while.” He said as he went to grab his coat.

“And where do you think you’re going” Carol asked him.

Huffing, “I’m going to look for her Mom what do you think I’m going to do?” John said rather loudly.

“Well then I think you would do better if you took your father with you. You can do better with the two of you looking.” She said. They both looked at her like she had two heads. “Well don’t be so surprised will you?” She told them as she made a puckered face at them.

Just then Matty walked over to them and said, “Mom there’s someone sleeping on the porch?”

“What honey?” Carol asked her son.

“There’s someone sleeping on the porch? I just went to turn on the porch light for Dad and John and I saw out the window that there is someone sleeping on the porch.” Matty told them.

John flew to the front door and opened it and as he went out there on the chair in the corner of the porch was Ellie curled up on the chair. He sighed and went over to her as she felt cold as ice. So he picked her up and brought her in the house. “Mom, Mom she’s freezing, please do something.” He begged his mother.

“Put her over on the couch Johnny. John Honey get the blankets out of the closet in the den I think I have one of the heated ones in there. I’m going to get the hot water going for some tea. Then I’m going to call Marsha and let them know that we found her.” Carol told John.

“But Mom there’s a reason she ran off couldn’t we just wait a while at least until she tells me why?” John asked his Mom.

“I’m sorry John but if her parents are here then they are scared to death wondering where the hell she is and if she’s ok? If this was you I would be besides myself. And the way you talk about her and her family she is very close to them. I have to call ok?” Carol explained to him.

“Fine but I don’t have to like it.” He told her back.

John Sr. came back with the heated blanket and John wrapped her up in it. He started it off on low and sat by her and held her very cold hand and kissed the top off her head.

Carol got the water going and then went to the telephone. John Sr. then asked her, “Telephoning the Levine’s?”

“Yes it must be what I think it is don’t you?” she asked her husband.

“Well let’s see her parents are here and she took off. They’re taking her home. I think we’re going to be going thru the same thing don’t you think Honey?” John asked his wife.

“Well to be honest at least we don’t have to worry so much we have the boy he’s street smart not as naive as she is.” She told John Sr.”

“Don't tell me you’re going soft on me Dear?” John wanted to know?

“Who Me?” she asked him as she put her hands to her chest and smiled.

Carol called next door and Marsha answered the phone and was relieved that Ellie was safe. She told them that they would be right over to get her. Carol asked them if they could at least wait a while seeing that she did come by to talk to John and that maybe she should get that chance to do so. Marsha put her on hold for a moment so she could ask her Uncle and Aunt. A few minutes later she came back on and told her that would be fine but by eleven they would come and get her. Carol told her that would be fine. Carol hung up the phone and relayed the info to her son and husband.

John was getting antsy and wanted her to wake up. He was getting worried now that she wasn’t waking up. So he decided to take her arms and rub them down to get the flow of blood going and hope to warm her up this way also. He also tried talking to her asking her to wake up anything he could think of. After a few minutes of this she started to come around.

“MOM! MOM! I THINKS SHE’S STARTING TO WAKE UP!” he screamed to his mother.

“John I don’t think the whole neighborhood heard you.” She told him as she carried in the tea. “Here give her this as she starts to waken a little more alright?” she told him as she put the tea on the table. “I’m going back in the den with your father if you need anything else come and get me DO NOT YELL alright.” She told her eldest.

Her son promised not to yell again unless something drastic happens. When he was sure his mother was out of the room he leaned into her and kissed her on her soft lips hoping that she would wake up a little faster. When he pulled away he was disappointed that it only worked in fairy tales. So he continued to rub her arms and within the next few minutes he heard some moaning and when he looked up she was starting to move her head. So he grabbed her face and gently rubbed her cheeks and it didn’t take long for her to start to open her eyes.

“That’s it baby open your eyes come on open your eyes I know you can do it.” He was cheering her on. It didn’t take her long only because she swore she could hear his voice and wasn’t sure if it was a dream or not. She was finally able to open them and in front of her as a fuzzy but gorgeous John she thought. She was shaking all over as John asked her, “Ellie Baby can you hear me?”

“J…John?” was all she could get out as her teeth were chattering she was so cold.

“Hey baby that’s it just take your time I’m here.” He told her as he pulled up the heated blanket so she would be covered a little bit more.

“Wh…where am I?” she asked him as she was a little discombobbled.

“You’re at my house Ellie, do you remember coming over here?” John asked her.

“N…n…no. Why am I s…so cold?” she asked him.

“Because we found you sleeping out on the porch. Why didn’t you knock to come in Baby?” he asked her concerned.

“D…don’t kn…know.” she told him.

“Ok, ok maybe when you warm up you’ll remember, here Mom made some tea for you I want you to try and drink some.” He said as he lifted her head and then put the tea cup to her mouth as she sipped the tea. She took a few sips and then John put it back down on the table.  “How does that feel Ellie any better?” he asked her hoping at least it was starting to warm her up just a little. She shooked her head yes. “Ellie what the hell were you thinking? You could have froze to death out there.” He told her angrily at her even thou he tried hard not to. 

Ellie just turned her head so she didn’t have to look at him as the tears started to flow. John saw this and now felt like a heel. “Ellie please don’t cry. I didn’t mean to make you cry Baby. I’m sorry you just scared the hell out of me that’s all.” He told her as he lifted her and held her in his arms. “Now sh sh, it’s going to be ok I’ve got you you’re safe now I promise.” He told her as he held her tighter than he ever did.

“John I have to tell you something.” She said into his chest.

“Ok are you remembering why you came over Sweetie?” he asked her looking down at her.

“Yeah I guess.” she said as the tears just kept coming.

“Ok then do you remember why you didn’t knock to come in?’ he wanted to know.

“Y…yes I didn’t want to b…burden you with this.” she told him as the tears were now running down her face.

“Ok Ellie I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s going on. Why were you out on the porch? If fact why did you run away in the first place?” Jon needed to know.

“My parents are here.” She told him still crying.

“And?” he asked getting frustrated.

“They want to take me home John! They want to take me home.” She told him again putting her face into his chest as he just looked straight ahead. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. He knew this day would be coming he just didn’t know that it would be this soon. So he just held her tighter so he could remember everything about her. The way she felt, the way she smelled, the way she fitted into his arms, the way her hair felt, every little thing was going thru his mind. 

Finally he asked her, “When, when are they going to take you away from me?”

“I don’t know I just took off when they told me. I couldn’t handle it and I needed to get some air. So I just walked out the door.” She told him.

“They let you walk out without a coat?” he wanted to know.

“I don’t think they had a choice. Plus I think Marsha thought I’d be coming over here anyway so?” she said numb too.

“They didn’t think that you weren’t going to come and get me thou. “ he said as she jumped in.

“I told you I didn’t want to bother you and plus I didn’t know how to tell you ok! Can we just leave it at that please? I made a mistake I was trying to figure out how to tell you and apparently I fell asleep. I’m sorry what more do you want me to say John.” She was saying to him as he jumped in.

“No I’m sorry ok? I didn’t mean to upset you. It’s just that you scared the hell out of me that’s all. It’s just that I love you so damn much and the thought of anything happening to you well…” he told her while hugging her tight. “Look I’m going to go tell my folks that your awake and what’s happening you know why you were coming over here and everything. Are you going to be ok for just a little bit?’ he asked her. She told him that she would and he left to go talk to his parents as she finished her tea.

John found his parents in the den watching t.v. “Hey can I talk to you guys for a minute?” he asked them sounding upset.

Carol looking at her son knew something was wrong. “John what’s wrong? There was a reason she came over here wasn’t there?” she asked him having a feeling that she knew what it was.

“Yeah her parents are here for a reason. I guess they didn’t like the results that they were getting from the clinic so they asked for a few things and I don’t know anyway they came here and told her that they were taking her home.” They could hear a hitch in his voice.

“Oh Sweetheart I’m sorry but you knew this was coming. You both did.” Carol told him as she got up from her chair to walk over to him.

“Mom I don’t need to hear I told you so’s right now ok I just need my parents.” He told her as he really tried not to cry because he was a guy and guys don’t cry.

John Sr. also got up and walked over to the two of them. “Well John you have us and we’ll do what we can alright? First thing how’s Ellie taking this other than taking off?” he wanted to know. 

“About like I am she’s upset and needed to talk but then she didn’t want to burden any of us so she decided to sit down for a minute and think it thru then fell asleep. You know the rest, man she could have froze to death if Matty did see her lying there.” John said upset.

“Well she’s one lucky girl.” John Sr. said. “Why don’t we take her back and then we can at least meet her folks how does that sound?” John Sr. asked.

“Can’t she just stay here for a little while Dad?” John asked him as if almost pleading.

“John she’s going to have to go back some time so we might as well go now and go with her.” His father told him. “So why don’t you go out and tell her while your mother and I grab our coats and tell your brothers.” John Sr. said.

John went back in the living room and explained to her that he and his parents were going to take her back next door. She really didn’t want to go but she understood. John went and got his coat and one for her. But before his parents came into the room he snuck a quick kiss in just in case they weren’t able to when he leaves her.

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Back at the Levine’s Paul was wearing the carpet thin as Michael was trying to calm him down and the women where in the kitchen getting the coffee. Cecelia thought it was best that neither of them should be drinking at a time like this. They brought the coffee into the living room and they all sat trying to make conversation when the front door bell rang. Marsha was the first one up to get it. Opening the door there stood Ellie and the Bongiovi’s.

“Ellie oh my God Honey are you ok?” she asked her cousin.

“Yeah I’m fine.” She told her as they walked in.

“John, Carol thank you for bringing her back. Oh let me introduce you to my Aunt and Uncle, Paul and Cecelia Anderson this is Carol and John Bongiovi and their son John.” Marsha told them as Ellie and John were hand in hand. They all shook hands and then Paul came to John and John gave him a good handshake.

“I’m sorry our daughter bothered you in any way but she received some unwanted news and decided to just take off instead of talking to us about it.” Cecelia told them.

“She didn’t bother us did she Mom?” John interjected upset.

“No Dear she didn’t you see, Cecelia correct? My son and your daughter have been seeing each other about a month since she arrived. So we know her very well she’s a very nice girl and my son is very taken with her. Anyway we just thought that we would bring her back and introduce ourselves.” Carol explained to them.

“Well I’m glad you did only because we knew of your son but not to the extent of their friendship. She only told us the he was a friend of hers not a boyfriend.” Cecelia told them giving her daughter the eye.

John just squeezed her hand as he listened to all this as she just looked at him with an apologetic smile. He gave her a wink that told her that it was alright. Finally they all took a seat as Ellie’s parents explained to them what brought them there and why. What the doctors said and how they thought they wanted to do more exams on her to see if they could pin point the exact location to trigger that was causing her pain, but as they thought about it more they realized they were just using her as a guinea pig and they thought that she was being put through enough.  Cecelia could see as they were talking that Ellie and John were holding hands the entire time. She realized that this was going to be very difficult for her daughter to leave here. But if this was meant to be they would find a way to be together some way in the future but not right now.

“Look we’ll be leaving tomorrow afternoon because your Dad needs to get back to work on Monday Ellie and we have a lot to do over the weekend. I can see that you and John are very fond of each other and if you two want to continue having Oh My a relationship well if it’s meant to be you two will find a way. But right now you need to come home with us. Do you understand?” he mother asked her.

With her heart sinking she looked at John then at her parents. “Yeah I understand. I don’t have to like it but I do understand.” She told them sadly. “Can I say goodbye to John at least?” she asked.

“Oh course you can.” Her father told her.

They walked into the kitchen and when they were out of everyone’s eye sight they just grabbed each other tight.

“John what are we going to do?” she asked as the tears started all over again.

“I don’t know Baby we’ll just do what we can ok? We’ll call each other and write and when I turn eighteen I can come to Massachusetts and visit you. Then once you turn eighteen then we can figure out what we want to do. It will go by fast I promise.” He told her as he kissed the top of her head.

“No it won’t and you know that. John I’ll die without you.” She told him holding him tight.

“No you won’t ok, just think of the time when I turn eighteen ok. That will help and I’ll save up so I’ll have my own room and we can be together just you and me. I promise it will work out, we will be together. Look I’ll call in sick tomorrow that way we can spend all morning together before you leave. I love you Ellie we’ll get thru this.” he told her and gave her such a kiss that it curled her toes. Next thing they heard was Carol calling his name so they went back into the living room. Carol and John Sr. told him and Ellie that they had to get back to the boys so they should be leaving. They all made they’re goodbye’s and John told her he’d see her tomorrow. Carol looked at her son and he just gave her the eye.

Once home Carol asked John what was all that about seeing Ellie in the morning and John told her not to freak out about it but he was going to call in sick tomorrow so he could spend his last day with her. Carol was about to argue with him but John Sr. stop her. He told his son to go to bed so the morning would get here faster. Once John went upstairs he said to his wife, “What was all that about?”

“What?” she asked him.

“You know damn well. You were going to argue with him about taking the day off tomorrow to say goodbye to her. I mean really Carol it’s one day.” John Sr. told her pissed.

“Well I didn’t and you were right to shh me. Tonight wasn’t the night just a bad habit. Let’s just go to bed also it’s been a long day.” She told her husband trying very hard to hold her grin in.

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Ellie wasn’t talking to anyone as the Bongiovi’s left. She just went to her room in a huff.

“She’ll get over it Aunt Cecelia just give her time.” Marsha told as she was trying to comfort her.

“She in love so she’s not going to get over it for a while. But she can’t stay here forever and after a while they will forget they’re young. Marsha I need to get Paul out of here before he blows. We’ll be back here early just take care of my baby and don’t let her run off with him please?” Cecelia asked her niece.

“I won’t Aunt Cecelia she’ll be fine here and with Michael watching them believe me she won’t be going anywhere.” She promised her.

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Morning came and Marsha was helping Ellie pack her things. Ellie wasn’t saying much as there really wasn’t much to say. Then Michael came in to tell them John was here to see her. She asked if it was ok to see him. They told her of course it was and she left to go into the living room as Marsha stay to pack up the rest of her things.

Entering, John was standing there wringing his hands and just looking his gorgeous self. Her heart jumped and she tried to keep the tears from flowing. John turned around and saw her standing there staring at him. “Ellie? Hey. You look absolutely beautiful.” He told her as he held out his hand to her. Walking to him she wrapped her arms around him as he did her and they kissed each other passionately and didn’t care who was in the house. They had lasted about a minute when they finally parted, “Well maybe I should walk in and we can do that again?” he said to her as he squeezes her tight.

“I wouldn’t mind that.” She told him smiling.

“So are you’re um parents here?” he wanted to know.

“No not yet but they called and are on their way. God John I so don’t want to go home but I don’t have a chance in hell to stay here. I love you so much John.” Ellie told him with all of her heart.

“I know Baby and I love you too believe me and we’ll find a way believe me we will. Like I said when I turn eighteen I can come and visit you then we can figure something out alright? We can do this.” he told her.

They talked about what was going to happen when she got home and she gave him her home number and address as he did the same. It wasn’t long when her parents got there and she had brought John with her into her room to carry her bags to the rental. When the car was all packed it was hard to say goodbye. Katie and Tommy didn’t understand either why she had to leave and were crying as they were saying their goodbyes. They were clinging on to their parents as she was trying to say thank you to them for letting her stay with them and everything they did for her. But the hardest was John. Even thou they had already said goodbye just seeing each other and knowing that this was the last time that this was going to be the last time that they were going to see each other for a long while was killing both of them. They held each other’s hands and finally John could have cared less and went in for a kiss. Just a sweet kiss but a kiss. He then walked her to the car and opened the door for her and then closed it as he felt his heart closed also.  Paul started the car and as he drove out he honked the horn as it went thru John’s heart as he saw them drive away. He just stood there for a while looking at nothing until Marsha finally walked up to him and put her hand on his shoulder. He just smiled weakly, turned and walked home.

Until the next installment  year 1985

Surprise!

A month had gone by and the two of them were trying to steal time with one another when they could. The only problem Ellie had was when she had gotten her period for the first after they had made love was brutal. It lasted for over a week and she bled so hard at one point Marsha wanted to take her to the hospital because she was afraid she was hemorrhaging. Marsha had called her Mom Cecilia and she told her to just elevate her legs and to give her the Motrin her doctor gave her. Plus her migraines were through the roof. John was trying to come over every day to see her, some days she was sleeping and some not. But he was there. He told her that he was sorry that he did this to her and she balled him out saying that it took two and that she wouldn’t change one damn thing. And that she has bad periods anyway so he’ll just have to live with it.

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They were going to close the local drive-in and John wanted to take advantage of it before they did. It was the middle of the week and he had the day shift at the store this week so he wouldn’t have a problem going with Ellie. He was having cereal and his coffee when his Mom came into the kitchen.

“Hello Honey getting ready for work?” she asked him.

“Yeah.” He said while swallowing.

“Ok did you see your brothers? They get off ok this morning?” she asked him trying to get him into a conversation.

“I guess Matty was the last one out.” He told her rinsing out his bowl.

“Well if you have the day shift you should be home for dinner then right?” she hoped.

 “Yeah I guess.” He needed to go upstairs to change so he started for the stairs.

“Oh for crying out loud John are you going to stay home for once John?” Carol asked her oldest as she was getting agitated.

Turning around on the stairs, “What? No I’m going out with Ellie tonight or am I grounded?” he spat back at his mother.

“Don't you talk to me like that young man. All I’m doing is trying to talk to you. I just can’t see why you can’t stay home for once and be with your family that’s all?” she asked her son.

“Well maybe because you don’t like Ellie for one and two you keep reminding how she’s only here for a little bit I want to spend all my time with her how’s that?” he reminded her.

“First of all I never said that I didn’t like her John I just don’t want to see you hurt that’s all.” She told him.

“Mom you can’t stop that from happening just like you can’t stop that from happening with Tony and Matty. It’s going to happen. You have to let go.” He told her.

“Well you just wait when it’s your time and see if you can, then you’ll understand.” She said.

John just rolled his eyes at his Mom and headed upstairs to get dressed. He didn’t need to be late because his manager was a pain in the ass. He just wanted this day to fly by so he could be with his girl. It was bad enough that the last two days he got there by the skin of his teeth because he didn’t get in until two in the morning as he had played The Fast Lane and nearly over slept. His manger was just looking for anything to fire him because he was attracting more females into the store than normal. John felt it was due to his following at The Fast Lane and from school, his Mom and word of mouth.

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Meanwhile Ellie was going thru the same crap as she always did at the clinic. Her doctor had talked to her about her spike in her migraines a week ago when she had her period with her migraines and the week after. He had asked if she had done anything different in her routine only because this was a big spike since the last two months and wanted to know if there was something she might have done like eating something, doing any exercises that maybe she wanted to lose weight now that she had a boyfriend, and then the big question was she having sex with him. She asked what would that have to do with anything and how it would affect her system. He told her in the long run it wouldn’t but the first time it could cause her to have a rough period and may have trigger her to have her migraines since she never experienced it before. She also asked either way would her parents know any of these conversations. He told her unfortunately that she is still under age and that yes they get a full report of everything they discuss. So she had to think fast. So she had to do what she thought was right for her and she told the doctor that she was exercising to lose weight only because her boyfriend was a singer in a band and was around beautiful girls most of the time and she felt insecure around them so she thought that if she lost some weight she would feel better about herself. Her doctor told her he thought it was something like that and told her that she would have to start eating right and that he would have a talk with Marsha about that. She felt she dodge a bullet on that one and went out to the lobby. After he talked to Marsha they left for home. When they got home with a lecture about not eating Ellie went to her room. Well it could have been worse she could be on her way home she guessed. She decided to take a nap this day was just one that was just to tiring.

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It was late afternoon and John finally got out of work and it couldn’t have been a minute to soon. His manager was giving him a hard time as a couple of girls had come in to look at some shoes and busted one of the clerks by trying on about half a dozen, each and didn’t buy any but to only stare at John the whole entire time. It was John’s job to retrieve the shoes from the back if the sizes weren’t already out. He didn’t even bother to go home and change he didn’t want to go at it with his Mom again so he just drove his car into the Levine’s driveway instead. Getting out he went to the front door and knocked.

“John Hi I take it you want to see Ellie?” Marsha asked him looking him up and down.

“Yeah is she home?” he asked her.

“Of course she is come on in and I’ll get her.” Marsha told him as she went to get Ellie.

While waiting for Ellie John was playing with the kids as they came down the hall. Ellie and Marsha saw them and grinned. “Hey handsome whatcha doing?” Ellie asked him still smiling.

“What does it look like I’m doing beautiful?” he told her back as he got up.

Marsha took the kids and brought them in the kitchen with her so they could talk.

Walking over to her and holding her hands he asked her, “So do you feel like going out tonight?”

“Actually I do I need to talk to you.” She told him looking a little concerned.

Feeling that something was wrong he asked her, “Are you ok? Is something wrong?” he asked concerned.

“No not with me but I just need to talk to you that’s all ok?” she told him.

“Yeah sure Baby no problem. I thought we could go to the drive-in again one last time there closing it for the season.” He told her still looking concerned.

“Great that sounds good.” She said and went to get her sweater.

Ellie told Marsha they were going out for the night and that she would be home later. They didn’t talk much on the way to the drive-in as they both had a lot on their minds. Once there John parked neared the back and in the corner so they would be out of the way. He went and got some refreshments and came back before the first movie even started.

“Ok we have food and I’ve got the girl so I think we’re all set. So what’s up Baby?” he asked her.

“Well I went to the clinic today and well Marsha ratted me out about the last two and half weeks. So I had to think fast because the doctor was asking me a lot of questions on my migraines and periods and why I was bleeding so bad.” She told him.

“Ok well I know you were really bad Ellie and I didn’t like seeing you like that. We know why or think why you were like that but what does that have to do with your doctor? I mean did he examine  you?” John wanted to know.

“No but he asked me straight out if I had sex because if I was a first timer that could cause me to be in that much pain get it! And if I told him yes then he would have to tell my parents then they would ship me home a.s.a.p.” she explained to him.

“Oh God no we don’t want that. So what did you tell him?” he wanted to know.

“Now don’t get mad ok? But I said that I have this boyfriend and that you were in this band and you didn’t care but I did and that you have all these little girlies hanging on you so I was kind of on a diet and wanted to lose weight. Because he said losing weight could also cause that too. So now I got Marsha watching me like a hawk making sure that I eat properly. So if she says anything to you just tell her that I did eat ok?” she told him.

“So you used me as your excuse now did you?” John asked her with a sly look.

“Well yeah I had to if I didn’t we’d get busted. I’m under age remember?” she said panicky. John started to laugh. “What’s so damn funny?” she wanted to know.

“Oh Baby I’m only teasing but maybe seeing that you could of gotten me in trouble too I should give you a spanking.” He told her as he moved closer to her with a very wicked look on his face.

“JOHN!” she yelped wide eyed.

John was nuzzling her neck as she was trying to wiggle free of him. Finally John was getting a little frustrated so…”Ellie hold still will ya God your worse than a Mexican jumping bean right now.” He told her as he was trying to lick where he left off.

“John come on this is serious what if he asks me again or wants to exam me what do I do?” she asked him.

John withdrew from her and looked lovingly at her. “Baby you gave him an answer so I doubt it very much that he’ll ask you again so I don’t think he’ll get what a Gyno to exam you. Besides he’ll need your parents’ permission for that and he’ll have to have a good reason for it. So don’t worry ok?” he told her sympathetically.

“But John he does have a good reason for it I was really really bad this last time and he thought it could have been my period causing it. So what if he gets someone to exam me. I’m screwed! And if I’m going down I’m taking you with me pal. So I have a plan, we hitch hike to Greenland and change our names ok? Sound good?” she asked him dead serious.

He looked at her like she had two heads. “Are you nuts?” he asked her seriously.

“Yeah why? Look you don’t know my Dad ok. It’s every man for himself so if you don’t want to come with fine you’re on your own then but don’t say I didn’t warn you.” She told him ready to jump out of the car.

“Will you calm the hell down. Baby it’s going to be alright. Now I want you to breathe just breathe. It can’t be all that bad. Ok look let’s not get ahead of ourselves we’ll worry about it if it happens. Now come here and kiss me.” He told her. She did what she was told and started to relax as she melted into him. As they were making out at one point the steering wheel caught John in the hip several times and that was all it took. “Ok that did it let’s get in the back before I’m all black and blue.” He told her. So they moved into the back seat where there was a little more room.

“There that’s better. Are you more comfortable Baby?” he asked her lovingly.

“Yeah I am.” She told him still a little nervous.

Leaning back against the seat John asked her, “Ellie come here and let me hold you, please?” he asked as he out stretched his arms to her. Ellie, smiling curled into him as he wrapped them around her. “See isn’t this much better?” he asked as he kissed the top of her head.

“Hmm hmm.” She purred as she cuddled into his chest. They couldn’t tell what was playing as they were into themselves. John was humming to her and stroking her back when he decided to see if he could get a little bit more intimate with her. So he decided to slide his hand up her shirt on to her bare back. She didn’t say anything only twitched at first so he just caressed her back for a bit while deciding his next move. He realized that she liked her back rubbed and he would have to remember that as she would cuddled more into him the more he would do it. He liked that. Of course Ellie could tell that John was getting aroused as she could feel his arousal on her thigh as she had her leg draped over his abdomen. She wanted to giggle but better thought of it. She was about to surprise him but he beat her to it by taking his hand out of her shirt and sitting them both up.

“John is there something wrong?” she asked him wondering if she might have hurt him with her leg. “Did I hurt you when I pressed my leg down a bit?” she asked him worried.

“Oh no Sweetie I’m fine just fineee.” He told her as he let the words roll off his tongue. He was all worked up now and need the release and fast. “In fact and as you can see I not only want you but I need you and badly. I can cover us up with that blanket so no one will see us I promise.” He told her hungrily.

“But John we’re out in the open. What if someone walks by and sees us?” she asked him scared.

“Ellie I didn’t want to tell you but this section of the drive-in well…no one comes to the area because they know what’s it’s used for.” He told her making a face.

Ellie just sat there in shock. He took her to a spot where everyone knows that people go there to fuck. Oh just great! “Are you fucking kidding me John? So people already know what the fuck we are doing?” she asked him getting upset by the minute.

“Baby it’s like everybody’s favorite make out place. It’s no big deal.” He tried to tell her.

“Really?” she asked again upset.

“Really. Now can I get it on with my beautiful girlfriend please?” he asked her smiling.  All she did was blush at him. “Are you blushing a little there huh? Huh?” he kept teasing her.

“Stop.” She told him digging her face into his chest.

Lifting up her face and staring into her eyes he kissed her with everything he had. Ellie nearly melt all over him. She just held on real tight to him and he slowly rolled her over on to the seat so she was the one lying down and he was hovering over her. He lifted off her t-shirt so just her bra was showing and he loved the way it shaped her breasts. Especially the way it gave her cleavage. He then took of his and it seemed this was the start of him getting his famous rug for a chest. It definitely was starting to come in nicely. John finally got to her jeans and slid them off and Ellie was feeling very vulnerable just lying there in her underwear. But she did feel a little bit better when John took off his jeans and he was wearing nothing underneath his. He put the blanket over them so he could remove the remaining underwear Ellie was wearing and this why she didn’t have to feel exposed. Once gone he couldn’t keep his hands off of her. He was touching her all over and kissing her as well. He just couldn’t get enough of her and she couldn’t get enough of him. She loved him with all of her heart and she did trust him.

He got down on his knees so he could have better leverage and started kissing and licking at her breasts and teasing at her nipples. The sensation that it was causing her was unbelievable.  He would go from one to another licking, and biting one to pinching another. She was biting her bottom lip to keep herself from screaming. When he had enough he started to make his way down her stomach to her belly button as she giggled when he surprised the hell out of her when he just took his fingers and just slid them into her and made her jump.

“JOHN! Oh My God! What the Hell!” she exclaimed as he just chuckled that dirty little laugh that he has.

“What’s the matter Baby? Didn’t expect that? Well guess what I have a lot more surprises for you.” He told her as he spread her legs and he got in-between them and went to town on her. Her eyes pretty much rolled in the back of her head she was pretty sure.  He had her clinging on for dear life as he thought that she was going to pass out several times especially when he brought her to her orgasmic bliss. He knew what sent her over the edge and he definitely used it to his advantage.

 When he finally decided to make his way back up to her and was kissing her passionately she asked him, “Um Johnny do you want me to um you know play with you?” she asked him as he was still trying to kiss her.

He finally stopped and looked at her gazing into her eyes. “Nah only because if you do I’m going to cum fast and hard and I kind of need to wait a minute so I can put on the condom so I can get in side of you and see if I can at least make it last for a little bit. I need you Ellie; I want you all around me.” He told her and kissed her hard. When he finally felt he was ready he put the condom on and made sure that she was ready too. He gently entered her at first and in and out slowly until he felt that she was at ease with him. Then he started to go faster and harder. Ellie was trying to keep up with him. So much was going thru her mind. The sensations were amazing when all of a sudden she started to get sore the harder he went. She thought that he said that he was going to cum and cum fast. But he didn’t and it felt like forever for him to cum. She really didn’t know what to do so she rode it out hoping that it would get better. But it didn’t. When all of a sudden John finally started to tighten up and let out a groan. Ellie was relieved because she just wanted him to cum. He was relieved that he did and he pulled out and slid next to her and held her tight. Ellie cuddled up real close as John wrapped the blanket up and over them.

“El are you ok?” he wanted to know.

“Yeah I’m fine just never let me go ok?” she told him.

“Never.” He told her as he held her tighter. “I’m sorry this wasn’t as nice as the beach house was but it was a last minute thing as they were closing the place and I knew we would have some private time between us. I’ll try and save up for a motel next time I promise.” He told her kissing the top of her head.

“You know I don’t want you to spend all your money on me John. Don't you need that for your music career?” she asked him wondering.

“I think I can spend a little bit on you. Besides you don’t ask me to spend money on you you’re not like all the other girls I know. Why is that?” he asked her.

“I don’t know? I think it’s how I was raised.  Mom and Dad always told me not to depend on anyone else to take care of me that I’d have to do it myself if anything ever happen to them. It’s not like my siblings are going to do it even thou my parents told me that I’d have to take care of them. You know the older sibling syndrome.” She told him.

“Don't I know it. My Mom tells me almost everyday.” John said sarcastically. “Hey speaking of spending money what do you say we go and get something to eat I’m starving for some reason.” He said to her smiling. She just laughed. They got dressed and went out for pizza.

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A few days went by and John tried to spend as much time with Ellie as he could. Between working at the shoe store and then working with the guys at night they squeezed as much time as they could.

What they didn’t know was Ellie’s doctor was compiling a report on her for her parents on her results and if they have found any triggers to her migraines and a possible resolution to them. Once he finished he would send them off to them and they would have to come and have a meeting with them and make the decision whether they would want her to stay another couple of months or maybe six.

Cecelia and Paul and gotten the report and had gone thru it like a fine tooth comb. It basically told them nothing new. And everything that Ellie was complaining about. She had felt that it was doing nothing for her except picking at her and making her feel like she was making it up most of the time. They were telling her that it was due to stress which she told her parents of course it’s stress because she didn’t want to be there and that yes it did have to do with her period they already knew that also. But they were putting her thru those tests anyway that she was already put thru in the first place. She also told her parents the only bright side to this whole thing was is that she had found her friend John to get her thru this.   

Cecelia had called the clinic and had made plans to come for them to go over Ellie’s medical records and to discuss what to do next in her treatment. But she had a feeling what her husband wanted to do. They didn’t want to tell their daughter yet what was going on so they told the doctor to keep quiet until they decided what they wanted to do.

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Meanwhile they were having another under eighteen night at The Stone Pony this time and John couldn’t wait to take Ellie and hopefully have a better time than the last. So Friday night came about and this time he picked her up not taking any chances.  When they got there he took her with him and set her up at the first table in front with a soda so she could see him helping out setting up everything and they could talk while he did it. The other guys liked it too because they could tease him too. They told her that John seemed to play better when she was around and John just gave them the finger several times before they went on as she kept giggling. He didn’t get to mad though because he loved to hear her laugh.

It was a little after one a.m. when they finished playing and they packed up. John decided to take the long way home and stopped off at this little bluff overlooking the ocean.                                                                         

“John why are we stopping here?” she asked him as she honestly didn’t know why.

Smiling lovely at her, “Baby why do you think? We haven’t spent anytime alone tonight so if I can spend at least a half hour with you I will. Is that ok?” he asked making a pouty face.

“Oh my God don’t do that you’re too cute as it is.” She told him as she slapped him on his shoulder.

“Hey stop beating me up. I thought you loved me?” he asked her as he kept up with the boo boo face.

Now trying to act sexy as she could she cuddled up to him and ran her finger over his jaw and said, “But I do love you Sweetie but someone has to put you in your place.” She told him as she tried not to giggle.

Shocked that she even said that and he did find that incredibly sexy as she did, “Well well well looks who’s getting brave.” He whispered in her ear. “But as I keep telling you you’re going to be shocked when I turn you over my knee and spank the hell out of you.” He told her as he licked the inside of her ear. Well that gave her a shiver right down to her core. As she turned to look at him he then took her head in his right hand and her shoulder in his left and laid one on her. He then slowly pushed her down so that he was gently laying on her as he was holding himself up with his right arm. She then turned on her side as he did his and they made out for a while. Finally John could see on his clock it was nearing two a.m. and they took off for home.

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The next day the boys were in school and John was working so Carol and John Sr. we’re eating breakfast. John Sr. didn’t have to go in until late today so Carol had a captive audience today.

“John didn’t get in until late again last night Dear.” Carol said to her husband.

“Yes Carol I heard him come in too. You do know he had a gig last night?” he told her.

“Yes John I know that but he brought her with him last night. Apparently it was one of those under age things.” She reminded him.

“Carol what does that got to do with it? She lives right next door to us so we know where they went and what time they got home. And he got home about the same time as he always does so what’s the point in pointing it out?” John wanted to know.

“Just that he’s falling for her really bad John and when she leaves he’s going to fall really hard and I don’t want to see him hurt that’s all.” Carol told her husband.

“You mean when Dorothea broke his heart? Carol any girl can do that and you know that. Why is it that this girl is bothering you so much?” he asked his wife.

Carol looked at her husband, “Because there is a one percent chance and I do mean a one percent chance John that he may not get out of here and be stuck with a nine to five job right? And if he does she’ll be back in Massachusetts and won’t even remember him, they’ll both go on with their lives and get married, have kids and so on. Or he’ll become a famous rock star and won’t even remember her name because he’s living the life and not going to give everything up just to be with her. Or she might be with someone when he decides to find her when he makes it big. You don’t know so I’m just sparing him the heartache now what’s so bad about that?” she asked him.

“Because it’s their decision Carol not yours. So as of now I want you to butt out of it do you understand me?” he told her flat out.

“But John…” she started to say.

“No butts Carol I mean it. He’s a big boy and he needs to start thinking on his own. Because I’ve contacted Tony my cousin and he’s thinking about hiring John when he turns eighteen at The Power Station. But don’t tell him yet ok? He hasn’t made up his mind yet. I still need to talk to him about it. He’s still on the fence about it but I’ll get him to do it. He still owes me a few favors. Plus once John gets there he won’t be disappointed. Then they can make up their own minds.” He explained to his wife. Carol was all excited and hated to keep this secret from her son but she knew not only would it be a great surprise for him but a great help in his career.

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Fall had been coming in now and so had the cool weather. Ellie did bring some warmer clothes with her but she knew she would have to call her parents to send some of her warmer things to her cousins and her winter coat. She would have to call them this week so she could receive them soon. Marsha was letting her borrow one of her coats for now seeing it was starting to get cold at night. Ellie wasn’t feeling that well today, Tommy had come down with something and she thought she was also getting it. Pretty soon Katie would be getting it too. She would have to tell John to stay away for a few days or he would get it also. Crap!

She heard the doorbell ring and immediately thought that John would want to go out and now she can’t. She walked over to the door feeling bad and well…bad. But when she opened the door she got the surprise of her life.

“Mommy! Daddy! What are you doing here?” she asked them.

“Sweetheart.” Cecelia said as she grabbed her and hugged her tight. When she was finished Paul took over and hugged her just as tight also.

“So aren’t you going to invite us in?” her Dad asked.

“Oh yes come on in Marsha is going to be so surprised.” Ellie told them.

Walking in they asked her where she was. Ellie told them that she was down in the basement doing wash as the kids were taking their nap. “Well that’s good Ellie we need to talk to you and Marsha so could you go get her please.” Her Dad asked her. Ellie went down stairs and told her that her parents were upstairs and wanted to see them. Marsha put down what she was doing and they went upstairs. Ellie looked at her cousin and realized that she didn’t seem surprised that her parents just showed up unannounced.

Once upstairs Marsha greeted her Aunt and Uncle. They told her they wanted to wait for Michael to get home before they started. Marsha told them that he should be getting home around five. Ellie sat and told her parents what was going on there in New Jersey and how she and her friend John were more than friends. Her mom thought so by the way Ellie would talk about him to her. Her parents filled her in on her siblings and how her Aunt and Uncle were watching them and how Tommy was staying with his Grandparent’s until they got back.

Five O’clock finally came and a little after Michael came thru the door. After greeting him they all sat down in the living room and Paul started. “Sweetheart we were at the clinic today. They had sent us all the data from the months that you have been here and when you have been complaining that you didn’t think any of this has been working for you, you’re Mother and I told them we wanted something to look at. So that’s when your doctor sent us all your paperwork. Then we made an appointment with him to go over all of it with him. And after talking with Marsha and Michael we’ve come to a decision. We agree with you, we don’t think they’re helping at all. So we’re taking you home with us.” Paul explained to his daughter. 

A Weekend to Remember

Friday afternoon came and Ellie was watching t.v. when Marsha came into the den. “Yeah Honey John’s here he says that you should be ready to go with him to the camping trip today? So are you?” she asked her.

Ellie looked at her with surprise in her eyes. He really came? “Marsha he’s really here?” she asked her cousin surprised.

“Yeah Honey he’s in the living room waiting for you. What do you want me to tell him?” she asked her.

Ellie thought about that for a few seconds and then asked her, “Could you just tell him that I don’t feel good? He was here last night and knows I wasn’t feeling that great so if you could? Please?” she asked her cousin with almost a pleading look on her face.

“Fine I’ll tell him but if he doesn’t go for it it’s not my fault.” She told her. Marsha left her and she took a deep breath of relief only because if anyone could get thru to him it was her. So she sat back and tried to relax when all of a sudden the door swung open and a very upset young man came barreling in with Marsha trying to catch up.

“What the Hell Ellie!” John stated very loudly.                                                                                                                

“I’m sorry Ellie but I told you that I might not be able to convince him. Do you want me to call Michael?” she asked her.

“No I’ll handle it. Thanks.” She told her.

“That’s what I thought.” Marsha said grinning and left them alone.

“Really Ellie? I told you that I was going to be here to pick you up and to be ready and I wasn’t going to believe any of your crap. Come on I thought after last night we hashed everything out?” he asked her.

“Hashed everything out? I don’t think so. You still didn’t answer some of my questions.” She told him.

“Oh for God’s sakes. What do you mean I didn’t answer all of your questions? Baby I don’t want to get into this anymore. We found out Dorothea did drug me so why are we fighting? Your letting her win.” He said to her.

“I know but, it was something she just said and it’s a girl thing ok. But I’m sorry John but it just keeps going in my head that she skipped her period and that you don’t seem upset about that.” She told him very upset.

“Is that what this is all about?” he asked her. She shooked her yes. “Awe Baby she was lying it never happened so why get so worked up about it?” he asked her.

“Because John at the time we didn’t know that now did we?...And well it didn’t seem to bother you that you could of fathered her baby.” She told him now with tears in her eyes.

Finally it hit John like a ton of bricks. He never thought of it like that before. That he could have been saddle with Dorothea and a child forever. “Wow I really didn’t see it like that before. When I see my future I just see you and me. I know we got lucky with Dorothea Baby and believe me I thank God for that. ” He told her. Well that threw her for a loop.

“Me? You see me in your future?” she asked him.

“Well yeah I do. Funny thing is I’ve never pictured another girl in my life before you came along.  To be truthful I don’t know what the hell it is about you Ellie but I can’t stop thinking about. And I was kind of hoping you felt the same thing for me.” He told her as he put his heart out there for her to see.

“Really? I…don’t know what to say John.” She told him as she was still tearing up.

“Just tell me that you love me.” He said.

“I do Love you that is.” She said with all of her heart.

Smiling, “Then get a bag together quickly so we can get on the road silly. I have plans for us.” He said with a sneer on his lips.

She quickly threw a few things into a bag and with John’s help knew exactly what to bring. They walked out into the living room where Marsha was playing with the kids.

“Hey well I’m going to go with John on the camping trip. If I don’t come back tell Mom and Dad that I loved them.” She told her kiddingly.

“Hey nothing is going to happen, God.” John said as he rolled his eyes.

“Sure so when I get eaten by a bear…” she said to him as she turned to him.

“Go have a good time and don’t worry I’ll explain everything to Uncle Paul and Aunt Cecilia ok?” Marsha told her also being a pain in the ass right back to her.

“Fine then!” she said as they left.  

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It seemed like forever to get to the beach house seeing it was Friday afternoon and everyone and their mother leaves for the weekend on Friday. Plus it was the Holiday weekend to boot. But they finally made it. Tommy had a great beach house an hour outside of Sayreville. He had offered it to John when he wanted it. John had only packed one bag as he figured they were only staying for three days. Most girls would have packed for a week Dorothea always did. But Ellie just grabbed a few things as she thought the same way John did. One nice outfit, bathing suit, jeans, shorts, and undergarments. John carried in the bags as he let them in.

“So what do you think?” John asked her.

“It’s nice.” She told him. Have you taken many girls here?” she asked him curiously.

“What? Um no this is the first time that I’ve taken Tommy up on his offer Ellie. Baby I wouldn’t bring you to a place where I’ve brought other girls okay.” He told her as he put his arms around her waist and kissed her nose. “So what’s this all about?” he asked her.

Shrugging her shoulders she said, “I don’t know just nerves I guess. After what Dorothea pulled I…I just have pictures in my head of you with other girls that’s all.” She told him ashamed of herself.

“Hey was that why you picked a fight with me last night?” he asked her. She shooked her head yes as she put her head against his chest. “Oh Baby well then I’m glad I stood my ground with you then. Look from now on as of this very minute we are going to agree that we tell each other the truth ok? Come on look at me.” He told as he lifted her head up with his hand. “Promise?” he asked her again.

“Promise.” She told him as he bent down and gave her a gentle kiss on her lips.

“Ok let’s put our things in the bed room and figure out what we want for dinner how’s that?” he asked her.

She agreed to that and they went and dropped off their bags and headed into the kitchen. There wasn’t anything to eat in the house so they would have to either eat out or go shopping. Since they both were tired and didn’t feel like food shopping they decided to call for delivery. They found some menus and just ordered a pizza and waited for it to arrive. Ellie really didn’t know what to do with herself as she was nervously wondering the living room. John was just watching her and want to laugh but didn’t want to seem incentive to her.

He walked over to her and again wrapped his arms around her, “Baby now what’s the matter?” he asked.

“Nothing why?” she answered him still a little jittery.

“Well something is wrong because you seem all nervous and such.” He asked her again.

“Well are you expecting us to you know…to do it tonight?” she asked him shyly.

Smiling,  “No I can see you’re not up to it. You seem really tired and really nervous so if you want to talk about it after dinner we can Baby and I’ll try and answer any questions you may have.” He told her.

Looking up at him she gave him a small smile and a relieved smile. “That would be great John.” She told him hugging him tight.

The food got there and John and Ellie devoured the pizza and once they cleaned up John took her over to the couch and asked her what she was nervous about. “Ok it’s just us so I’ll try and answer what I can okay? So what’s got you so upset Baby?” John asked her concerned.

“Well uh for one I’m not on the pill right? You did bring condoms right?” she asked him concerned.  

“Yes I have plenty of condoms Sweetie so don’t worry ok?” he told her smiling.

“Ok then. Well you do know I still can’t do that well you know swallowing thing right?” she told him as she made a face.

Still smiling and chuckling, “Yeah Baby I know that and it’s ok. I told you I don’t care about that.” He told her again. “Anything else that’s bothering you?” he asked her.

“Well everything is going to change with us John. Sex just changes people doesn’t it?” she asked him.

Holding her hands in his, “Yeah it will it will make us closer. I love you Ellie and I thought you loved me but if you’re not ready then that’s okay. I don’t want to rush you into anything.” He told her lovingly.

“I love you too so much and I am ready with you that is. I think if it was with anybody else no, but John there’s just something about you that I fell for. I certainly wasn’t looking for anybody when I came here believe me but then you came into my life.” She started to get choked up and John moved in and started to kiss her. They stayed on the couch for a while making out which helped Ellie to loosen up. 

It was getting late and they decided to turn in so they headed to the bedroom. John was very comfortable as she knew as he just took off his clothes right there in a heap on the floor next to the bed. She had a hard time taking her eyes off him as he has a really great body for a seventeen year old. He turned down the bed as she was still nervously taking off her clothes. As she got down to her bra and panties he looked over to her and smiled as she was to him the most beautiful girl in the world.

“Hey do you want me to help you with that Baby?” he asked her as he saw that maybe she was having a little trouble with it.

Looking at him, “Sure that would be nice.” She told him a little nervous.

So he went over to her and unhooked her bra and kissed the back of her head. “Hey Ellie why don’t you keep your panties on you know just for tonight okay? That way we can lead up to when you’re ready. Tonight we’ll just cuddle. We don’t have to do anything right now you can get adjusted to the fact that we’re just together like this alright? How does that sound?” he asked her trying to help her thru this the best way he could.

                “That would be nice John thank you.” She told him sighing a breath of relief.

                “Hey I told you I love you and I would do anything for you. I just want you to be with me that’s all.” He told her with all the love in his heart.

“I just want to be with you to.” She told him back.

They got into bed and John held her tight as she cuddled up as close as she could without getting inside of him. They could hear each other’s hearts beating as they both drifted off. John woke up early in the morning and noticed that they somehow drifted apart during the night. She was curled up in a ball on her side so he laid on his side and just watched her sleep for a while. He moved a little piece of hair out of the way to get a better look at her face and she just moved a tiny bit. That alone sent chills down his back and well yes something else that he had to get rid of before she woke up because he didn’t want her to think that he was all about sex all the time. So he got out of bed as quietly as he could so he could go into the bathroom to rid himself of his problem before she saw it and want to try and help him. He loved that she would want to but he had other plans for tonight and didn’t want to spoil them with this because this weekend was all about her. It didn’t really take him long to take care of himself only because he was thinking of Ellie and how she was half naked lying in the bed just outside the door. Once finish he came back in and slipped backed into bed. He just hoped that he wouldn’t wake up with another one.

They had slept late and luckily John was fine as he got up first and went down stairs to make his coffee. He knew she didn’t drink coffee so he had gotten her water ready for when she did come to the kitchen. She came down a little while later.

“Hey babe how’d you sleep?” he asked her as he got up and gave her a very good morning kiss.

“Mm-mm I slept just great how about you?” she wanted to know.

“Like a baby. Do you want some tea?” he asked her.

“Would love some.” She told him.

“I thought after we have our coffee and tea we could go out get something to eat and do some food shopping and then maybe go to the beach how does that sound to you?” he asked her.

“Fine by me.” She told him. And that’s what they did. They got what they needed and were back in time to still get to the beach while there was enough sun still out. John put together a little basket and they headed out. John found a nice little spot to lay down their blanket as Ellie was standing there just looking at him. He didn’t notice her at first as he was putting everything out until he looked up and she was just looking around.

“Babe come sit with me.” He told her.

“Oh right. So what do we do now?” she asked him.

“What?” he asked confused.

“What do we do now? Just sit here, jump in the ocean what?” she asked not knowing what to do.

“Haven’t you ever been to the beach before?” he wanted to know.

“Yeah but not in a very long time. Like when I was a kid. Well we have a pool so there’s no need to go to the beach. So Mom and Dad stop taking us when they put one in because Daddy got the route to Albany and his shift was two a.m. til one p.m. Plus overtime. But the others go and I don’t because now I don’t even go in the pool until the sun goes down because it bothers me and I burn really bad and I don’t tan just burn all summer.” She told him as her eyes were wondering and wringing her hands.

“Baby that’s why you put on sunscreen and believe me I’ll be more than glad to put it on you.” He said with a dirty smile.

“I get that but it’s the smell of it that makes me ill and I hate the feel of it on me.” She told him trying to smile.

“Okay then why didn’t you tell me this before we came out here?” he asked her kind of annoyed.

“Because I know you love the beach. And I can stay out here if I stay wrapped up.” She told him smiling.

“But Baby the whole point of us coming out here is me seeing you in that bikini you’re wearing.” He told her as he played with her cover up.

“Oh well um unless you want to explain to my parents why were in the emergency room with me having third degree burns I’ll just stay covered up until the sun goes down okay?” she told him as she was getting a little irritated.  

“Okay I’m not going to argue with you only because I have big plans for us later tonight. Now come here and give me a kiss.” He told her. She leaned in and kissed him as he took her in his arms and laid her down on the blanket. All of a sudden she started to giggle. He pushed up and asked her, “Hey what’s so funny?”

“I don’t know all of a sudden I felt like laughing.” She told him as she was still giggling.

“What am I going to do with you?” he asked her smirking at her.

“Just love me I guess?” she told him smiling.

“That’s a given.” He said to her seriously.

They stayed for a while but John couldn’t wait any longer. He wanted her and wanted her badly. He packed everything up and they walked back to the house hand in hand. Once there he let her take a shower first then him. He thought about asking her to take one with him but he didn’t want to scare her and he didn’t want to get ahead of himself because he didn’t know if he could control himself if they did. He came out just wrapped in a towel and wet hair and Ellie thought how gorgeous he looked. The water glisten off of him and his chest hair as it lay flat but for some reason it drove her nuts.

“Hey you put on your bikini again why?” he wanted to know.

“Well I didn’t get any sand on it and you said you wanted to see it on me right? So here you go. So?” she said as she modeled it for him in the proper way.

“You look gorgeous in it. I told you, you would. Dance with me.” He asked her holding out his hand.

“What there’s no music.” She told him.

“Come here and there will be.” He told her. She walked over to him and he took her in his arms and they started to dance as he sang her, her favorite song. ‘Can’t Help Falling In Love’ They dance for a little bit and then John kiss her like it would be their last. He then picked her up and carried her over to the bed. He laid her down and he looked at her so lovingly.

He slowly took his hand and caressed her face as his hand wondered down her neck then her torso. He then moved it around to her back as she lifted up so he could unhook her top. He slowly took it off of her and her breasts were already perky and ready for him. He bent down again to kiss her and rolled them over so they would be in the middle of the bed. He took things real slow not just for Ellie but for himself too. He wanted to enjoy this also. He wanted to feel, taste and explore everything that was Ellie. They had already been to first base and he had seen her face when he had given her those sensations but he had something else in mind and now came the moment of truth and he didn’t know how it was going to go over. John had taken her bottoms off and groaned. In fact he had gotten harder when he did. Ellie wasn’t sure about the groan if it was good or bad so she decided that she would ask.

“John” she said breathless.

Still a little mesmerized he finally answered, “I’m sorry Baby what?”

“Is everything ok? You’re staring?” she said not knowing whether she should cry or not.

“Baby everything is fine. In fact there great, you’re so beautiful just beautiful.” He told her as he couldn’t keep his eyes off of her.

“Stop. Really?” she said uncertain.

“I know you don’t realize it but yeah you are. And the best thing is your mine.” He told her smiling. “I want to try something on you but I don’t want to scare you but it’s something I thing you’ll enjoy, I know I will, but we’ve never really talked about it.” He told her seriously.

“Ok can you tell me what it is so I have some idea John, Please?” she asked him a little leery.

“Ok Baby it’s oral sex like you did on me the first time but I do it to you.” He told her. She looked at him a little strangely at first trying to figure how that would go then it dawned on her as her eyes widen. “There we go.” He said.

“Are you freaking kidding me?” she wanted to know.

“Nope. Now just lie back and close your eyes.” He told her. “And just trust me please.” So she closed her eyes and let him take the reins. She had no idea what to except but just the anticipation itself she was ready to jump out of her body.  He started kissing down her body slowly taking his time and a little licking here licking there. He loved that she had an inny belly button because when he got to that she jumped so; he had to remember that was one of her triggers. She had chills running up and down her body and it didn’t help as he kept caressing here and there where nobody has ever touched her before. He finally reached where he had been aiming for in his dreams and now the reality was finally here; he just hoped this wasn’t a dream. He gently took her folds and parted them and he felt her tense up. Smiling he knew he had to just go for it so he did as Ellie nearly jumped off the bed.

Her eyes bugged out of her head and screamed, “Oh My God JOHN! What the Hell!” as she grabbed the bed sheets. “Oh Lordy that’s just not right! Oh my!” Ellie couldn’t think as all these feelings orgasmic feeling were going thru her body. She just kept on moaning and well John just was pretty pleased with himself not to mention enjoying himself as well. John thought it was time for the big climax so as he took his tongue and started to just rotate it he then went to her clit and gently bit it just enough for her to cum all over him. When she came he was enjoying lapping it up as Ellie was exhausted from all the foreplay. He started to make his way back up again as she was wiggling and he was trying to hold her in his arms.

“Hey what are you trying to do get away from me?” he asked her nuzzling her.

“Yes my God I think you’re trying to kill me and I have an awful feeling you’re not done.” She told him still trying to catch her breath.

“Yeah but what a way to go right?” he whispered in her ear while licking it.

“John! Stop!” she pleaded.

“No!” he told her back still torturing her.

As they were going back and forth with each other Ellie notice that John was hard a rock. A one point he actually poked her and it hurt her thigh. So she thought she better ask him.

“John does that hurt you?” she asked him about his hard on.

John thought for a moment and wanted to see if he could get her to say it. “Does what hurt me baby?”

“You know that?” as she point to his penis.

“No I don’t know what is there something on me?” he asked her.

“John that’s not funny. You know damn what.” She was now getting angry at him.

Laughing, “What’s the matter can’t you say it. Come Baby talk dirty to me. Come on you can do it.” He told her in a slow drawn out voice.

“Johnnnn stop I don’t know how and I don’t want to right now ok?” she told him in almost a whisper.

Looking at her, “Ok I’m sorry for teasing you. Forgive me?” he asked her.

“Yeah.” She said.

“Kiss me?” he asked. He kissed her and it turned passionately so he started to caress her up and down her back. Once he felt her relax he rolled her over on her back and started to part her legs. Then he sat up and asked her if she was ready. She looked him in his deep blue eyes and told him yes. Smiling he took the pack of condoms off of the side table and took one out of the package. Opened it up and put it on.

“You ready? Your nice and wet so I should slip in fine. But if I start to hurt you tell me ok don’t think just because I want this that we have to finish. I can finish but if I hurt you well I can’t deal with that.” He told her sincerely.

“John it’s going to hurt somewhat the first time I know that. It’s ok. I’m ready and I trust you. And I Love You.” She told him.

John carefully entered her slowly at first and she took a deep breath and then slowly out when he broke the barrier. Her eyes wide and another quick intake of pain John stopped immediately. “Babe are you alright?”  he asked her concerned.

“I’m fine John keep going.” She told him as she was just getting used to him.

John continued slowly at first then he started to speed up. It really didn’t take him that long because he had built himself up so badly within a couple of minutes he came. “Oh God Baby I’m…I’m gonna…cum…oh…oh…OH!!!” He clung on to Ellie as he did and then put his head between her neck and shoulder and blew out a breath of air and collapsed on her. He really wasn’t that heavy she thought and he felt really good. Finally rolling off of her and discarding the condom John took Ellie in his arms, “Ellie are you ok? I didn’t hurt you did I?” he asked her and wanting to know the truth.

“No John you didn’t hurt me the way you think you did. So please I’m fine. You were wonderful really and I couldn’t have picked anyone better than you to lose it to. I just love you so much.” She told him as she cuddle into him.

“Not as much as I love you Babe.” He told her holding her tight as they both drifted off smiling happily.

They stayed the holiday weekend and they were in heaven with each other. Ellie knew John wanted to show her that her first time was going to be special and he came thru on his promise. By the time they left on Monday afternoon they knew each other’s bodies by head to toe.