Mistake

The week went by fast as they went back and forth to her parents’ house and the hotel. But one thing was for sure it didn’t take long for the word to get out that Jon was in town and he had to call for security to come to the house so they wouldn’t be bothered not only by the paparazzi but by the fans also. Paul was trying to keep the neighbors calm as the cops were directing traffic and telling people to leave because there wasn’t any place to park on the street. Ellie was getting all upset because she didn’t know that this was going to be this bad. All she wanted to do was see her family and get her son. When the week came to an end Jon had said goodbye to Jimmy but he didn’t really understand why he had to leave again. Ellie told Jon she would explain to him later. Jon drove him and her back to the hotel to get their stuff and bring everything back to her house. They mainly said their goodbye’s at the hotel but seeing him drive off on his way to the airport made heart drop.

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Europe: yes somewhere in Europe they would have to look on the schedule to see where they were this week. They were touring with the Scorpions for the first two months of this tour. To be honest they were tired because Doc had them booked almost every night with just a few nights off in-between. But they knew and only admitted this to themselves that they were having the time of their lives. Europe loved them. And it killed them that they only had less than thirty minutes on stage. But they knew this wasn’t going to last too long because after they released their third album they would be the headliners and things would be different. After their set they showered and changed then went to watch the rest of the show. When the Scorp’s got off they all ended up at the after party.

The guys were walking around, mingling and having a great time. They were all drinking (maybe a little too much) as Jon was missing his family but still enjoying himself to flirt with all the pretty little girls. He and Richie were laughing and talking and they lost count on how many drinks they had. Alex had already disappeared with some blonde that he was talking too so God only knows where he went off too. Tico and Dave were over on the couch each with some groupie they had picked up and were making out with them.

The Scorp’s were doing interviews and talking to the record company rep’s after they had talked to Jon and Richie that is and once that was all done with everyone was enjoying themselves with the food and booze that was available. Also the girls that were walking around entertaining everyone that Doc had supplied. It was hard to know which was which after you had quite the amount the guys were drinking to know which were the groupies and which were the paid help. But Doc didn’t care he just wanted his boys distracted especially his lead singer enough to forget what he had back home and stop moping about it. He just wanted his care free lead singer back again. He was like that even when he was dating that Jersey girl. He didn’t let her get in the way of anything so why is he letting this one? Jon and Richie were in the corner laughing about something stupid apparently when these two girls walked over to them.

“Well Hello there what are two handsome guys doing holed up in this corner all by themselves?” the blonde bombshell asked first.

Well Richie’s eyes nearly fell out of his head. “Waiting for you Darling what else.” Jon nearly chocked up his drink on that one and chuckled uncontrollably. Looking over at him, “What are you laughing at Kidd?” Richie asked pissed.

“You who else.” Jon told him still chuckling.

“Fuck You!” Richie told him back.

“Hey, hey don’t fight guys there’s two of us so there’s plenty to go around.” the blonde said.

“Well that’s just fine with me Darling because I just love blondes.” Richie told her.

“Well what about you Sweetheart? You like brunette’s I hope so because you just got the cutest chest I have ever seen.” The brunette told Jon as she was caressing his chest. Jon was swallowing hard and couldn’t think straight as it was. He just nodded at the question and the brunette was blowing in his ear and was whispering somethings that were driving him a little nuts. He was trying very hard to keep things under wraps but it was getting very hard to keep his dick from getting hard. It was bad enough that his head was fuzzy as it was.

“So can we go someplace where it’s a little more private?” the blonde asked them.

Richie looked at Jon and excused themselves for a moment. Moving to a quieter place in the room Richie asked him, “So Jon we have a car on standby don’t we? We can take the girls back to the hotel right?” Right asked him hoping.

Jon just looked at Richie then back at the girls. His head was spinning and his loin area was aching something fierce. Plus he was about to pop out of his spandex. This one time right? It shouldn’t hurt anything because she’s thousands of miles away and would never find out right? Richie was jumping from one foot to the other and very antsy. “Jon are we going or what?” he asked his brother or what.

Jon looked at him seriously again and answered, “Yeah we are let’s go.”

  They took the girls and went to their hotel and went up to their rooms. Richie to his and Jon to his.  Morning came fast and Jon woke up to find a body in his bed. He smiled to himself as he put his arms around her and pulling her into him and kissing her shoulder.  There was a soft purr coming from her as he lightly was taking little nibbles from her shoulder and as he was slipping his hand to her front and massaging her breast.  When finally she let out and Oh God Jon he stop cold in his tracks realizing that the person in his bed wasn’t his girl. That wasn’t her voice saying his name in ecstasy.

“Oh Jonny don’t stop. Please God don’t stop.” The voice told him.

He not only stopped but he jumped out of bed nearly falling out of it.

“Who the Fuck are you!” Jon exclaimed.

Turning around in the bed and looking at him dead in the eye she replied, “Well Sweetie aren’t we all excited. I’m Mindy, you and you’re friend brought my friend back here last night don’t you remember Love?” she asked him.

Jon had to think a minute. Oh crap that’s right he was really drunk and Richie if he remembered correctly wanted the blonde and well he was in need of relief himself. He did remember dreaming of Ellie thou last night so when he woke up he really thought the body next to him was her.

“Oh Crap. Sorry I guess I was a little bit out of it last night.” He told her as he sat back down on the side of the bed running his hands thru his hair.

“Well I guess so but not that out of it that you didn’t know what you were doing. You really know how to make love to a woman don’t you?” Mindy told him.

Looking at her Jon sarcastically said to her, “Well don’t flatter yourself because I thought you were my girl so…” he trailed off as he got up to look for his pants.

Mindy just looked at him a little hurt and pissed at the same time. “You know what I hear about you is true you’re a son-of –a-bitch. “she told him matter of fact.

“Never said I wasn’t.” he said coldly as he found his pants and put them on.  “I would appreciate if you would get dressed and leave now I really don’t like my conquest to stay the night so your actually lucky so I’ll be out in the other room while you get dressed.” He told her and left.

Mindy was extremely angry at this point so she got out of bed and dressed as fast as she could. She couldn’t wait to get the hell out of there. In the other room Jon found his cigarettes and lit one. He wasn’t about to tell Ellie he started smoking again.  He was pacing the room when she came out.

“Well Mr. Bigshot if you ever want another one night stand I left you my card on your night stand. So as long as you’re here give me a call.” She told him as she made kiss lips at him. He just turned from her to look out the window as she giggled and left. He stood there thinking that it was a lot more fun when he didn’t give a shit who he fucked or who he hurt. But this time it was so much different. The last couple of times that he did this he had this gut wrenching guilt in his stomach that he never had before. Putting out his cigarette he came to the conclusion that he really was head over in love with this girl. Not just in like or puppy love but deep heart wrenching in love to get these kind of feelings out of him. He knew he did love her he gave her a ring and everything. I mean that’s what guys do when they have a kid with the women they had a kid with you marry them. Right?  No he was hooked and he didn’t seem to care. If it took something like this then so be it but he sure wasn’t about to tell her how he got here.   

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It was around ten a.m. when everyone was gathering down at the hotel restaurant for breakfast. Slowly they came in dragging their asses in. Alec was the first one there and he had order his and had gone thru the buffet and was eating heartily when Tico and Dave came crawling in.

Sitting they looked at Alec and asked him, “Alec how the hell are you eating all that after what we saw you drink last night?” Dave asked him in shock.

“What? Oh come on now you guys are light weights. What’s the matter your tummies are hurting?” he asked them laughing.

“Bite me!” Tico told him.

“I will but I’ll bite this instead.” He said laughing and took a bite of his jelly donut. The guys just winced as Jon finally came down next looking at his motley crew.

“What the hell are you guys doing?” Jon wanted to know as they were making faces at Alec and moaning everytime Alec would put a piece of food into his mouth and enjoyed it.

“They’re just jealous because I can eat and they can’t.” Alec told him still laughing.

“Well just keep that crap away from me too.” He told him.

“God you guys are a bunch of Pussies man.” Alec said laughing his head off as Jon gave him the Jersey salute.

The waiter came over and all Jon wanted was some toast and coffee. Actually that’s all he could get down. They talked for a bit before Richie slithered down finally.

“Well, well look who finally decided to join us The Thing from the Black Lagoon.” Dave told them laughing his head off.

“Oh very funny Joker.” Richie told him as he threw a muffin at him.

Jon just looked at Richie and he knew exactly why. The waiter came back over and took Richie’s order and then Richie just looked back at Jon nonchalantly as the rest just chatted. He knew Jon didn’t want the other guys to know what went down last night. He would have to ask him about it later on when their alone. They all finished their breakfast and headed back up to their rooms to shower and get dressed for interviews and then get ready to leave for their next destination.

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Jon had just finished with his shower when he heard knocking on his door. Walking to it he yelled, “Yeah just a minute!” Finding his sweats he threw them on and went to answer the door.

Opening it there was Richie already dressed. “Hey Kidd can I come in?” he asked Jon.

“Yeah sure come on in.” Jon told him standing aside of the door. “So what’s up?” he asked Richie.

“I just wanted to know how you did last night. Did she stay the night or did you throw her out after the deed?” Richie asked him carefully.

Running his hands over his face he answered, “Oh man Rich I woke up thinking it was Ellie with me this morning so I drew her towards me and well you know.” He told him as he went to sit down.

“Oh man really? So I took it she responded back like you meant it? Huh.” Richie cringed.

Shaking his head yes, “Yeah. She did. And it didn’t go well. When I realized it wasn’t Ellie I jumped out of bed nearly killing myself in the process. How drunk was I last night?” he asked his best friend.

“About as drunk as I was. So she left this morning I take it?” he asked Jon who was still sitting rubbing his temples.

“Yeah I kicked her out this morning but she left me her card which I threw away right after she left.” He said still nausea.

“She had a card?” Richie asked surprised.

“Yeah it said something about a party planner I mean really.” He told Richie shaking his head. “So what about your’s when did she leave?” he wanted to know.

“Oh she left this morning to. I swear to God I thought I was good but I thought she was going to kill me. You know my gut tells me that we were set up last night Jon.” He was explaining to him.

“What the hell do you mean?” Jon asked him.

“Well the card she gave you and the experience that I damn well know mine had and apparently you were to out of it to remember, I think they were professionals Jon.”  he told him as he saw Jon’s face drop.

“Are you kidding me! Why would hookers come to an after party just to hook up with a couple of rock stars if they aren’t going to get paid? You tell me.” Jon asked him.

“What tells you that they weren’t paid?” he asked Jon.

“What the hell does that mean Rich?” Jon asked a little shocked.

“Look we were the only two who weren’t engaging with anyone last night right? Which is odd especially with me. But I was keeping you company when these two walked up to us. They came on to us really strong and being loaded as we were it was a little hard to resist. But now talking with you all signs point to them being hookers in my book and the only one to set this up is Doc. And why would Doc want to set you up like this Jon come up put two and two together will you?” Richie explained to him.

Jon listened and couldn’t believe what he was hearing. How could he be so stupid to fall for something like that. “Ah Rich you don’t think that they could have taken pictures do you?” Jon asked him pissed.

“Man I don’t know. I mean it wouldn’t do me any harm but you, well he’ll have you right where he wants you Jon. We’re going to have to come up with something and something fast just in case.” Richie told him concerned.

“Yeah that’s just going to go over great with Ellie. Excuse me Honey I was caught with this hooker because Doc thought he could catch me with someone so I just went along with it to catch Doc in the black mail scheme. Yeah that’s going to go over big with her. She’s going to kick my ass from here to the moon Richie. And I’ll never see Jimmy again until he’s a man and only if he wants too.” Jon said having a panic attack now.

“Well we can confront Doc and see what he says.” Richie suggested.

“No what if he didn’t send them I sure as hell don’t want to give him any ideas.  URGH! This really sucks Rich. What the hell am I going to do? I don’t want to lose her or my son. I discovered something this morning and it was that I really, really love her Rich. I mean I know I gave her the ring and all but after this episode everything just came to a head.  It’s like the first time when I saw her back in Sayreville when she moved in with her Aunt and Uncle.  I fell head over heels for her but when she left and all that crap happen I swore I would never let that happen to me again. Then she walked back into my life and I still kind of held her at arm’s length. She did too. But when she said yes when I proposed to her that’s when I knew she truly loved me again. It just took me a little longer I guess.” Jon told Rich.

“Hey there’s nothing wrong with that Jon it takes us guys a little longer that’s all. And you don’t have to tell her. She loves you that’s all you have to know and that goes for her too. Look don’t fuck this up Jon because this is the best thing that’s ever happen to you. And if anyone deserves this it’s you. You just need to let yourself be happy so do it will you?” Richie told him.

“Yeah ok. Look I better get dressed before the rest of the guys start banging on the door.” Jon told him as he got up and headed off to the bedroom.

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It’s been a month and a half now that has gone by and Jon and Ellie have only have talked several times which was driving Jon crazy. Between the time differences and playing phone tag it was hard for them to get together. Doc had them running around with their heads chopped off doing interviews, t.v. appearances, record signings, photo shoots, and sometimes all in the same day. They were so tired sometimes when it was time to go on stage and Jon’s voice was so horse that the guys were filling in on the highs notes for him. Doc noticed this so he hired a doctored to cover his ass and to make sure his money maker could continue with the tour so he called Jon into his make shift office.

Jon knocked of the door that Doc was using for his office this week. “Come on in” Doc yelled.

Jon stepped in, “You wanted to see Doc?”

“Yeah sit down Jon I wanted to talk to you about what’s happening on stage.” He told him trying to act concerned.

Jon looked at him wondering what the hell he was talking about. “What the hell are you talking about Doc?” Jon asked annoyed.

“It’s your voice it sucks. I know the guys are covering for you on stage Jon and I know you can’t hit those high notes right now especially in Runaway. So what are you going to do about it?” Doc wanted to know.

Jon just looked at him and then said, “Well I’m trying not to talk when I don’t have to and drinking my tea and honey and being here with you isn’t helping.” He said sarcastically.

“Look Bongiovi you’re the one that drives this band and the one that brings the little girls in so don’t get pissy with me. Now the next two months you’ll be touring with Judas Priest. I’m mixing you guys up with these bands so you’ll get extra exposure with these different fans base. So I need you up front and at your best. So I’m bringing in a doctor to help with your voice. Plus you need to sing on your album when you guys hit Canada after the tour. So I want you to do as you’re told you got that Jon.” Doc told him matter of fact.

Jon just looked him in the eye. “I don’t do pills or anything illegal Doc.” Jon told him.

“You’ll do as you’re told. This tour is not going under and neither is the record. Plus the songs on that better be gold that’s all I’m saying got it?” he told him angrily.

Jon was getting pissed. He was going to call Tom when he got back to the hotel to see if he found anything to get out of this damn contract. He had to before he was going to kill him.

“Look I made you an appointment with Dr. Shaw tomorrow and he’ll be by your room at eleven a.m. so let him in and no excuses.” Doc told him.

Jon left and wanted to scream but knew he couldn’t. He had to find Richie and fast. He went back to the hotel and knocked on his door. Luckily Richie was there and once Jon went in Richie poured him a good stiff drink.

“So Doc really wants you to see this this doctor. I mean I get it Jon you do need to see one but can we trust this guy? You can’t see him by yourself I’m going with you.” Richie told him.

“It’s ok Rich I can handle him really.” Jon told Richie.

Chuckling, “No fucking way Kidd. Look I’ll get the others in on this and they’ll tell you the same thing you’re not going alone. Either I go with you or you’re not going at all. I don’t trust this guy especially where Doc is concerned.” Richie told him outright.

“Your worse than my mother you know that?” Jon told him giving him the eye.

“Oh that hurts.” Richie said as he put his hand to his chest as he made a face.

“Stop being so dramatic will ya.” Jon said as he threw a pillow at him.

Laughing, “Hey you haven’t told Ellie any of this have you?” Richie wanted to know.

Looking down at the floor, “No I haven’t yet. (looking up at him now) and neither will you. Look we’re thousands of miles away and she can’t do anything so no we’re not saying anything to her and getting her all upset with something that may be nothing. So Rich just keep your mouth shut.” He told him.

“Fine I won’t tell Ellie anything but I’m still going with you and don’t argue with me it won’t help.” He told Jon.

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Doc had set up the appointment for Jon to see Dr. Shaw in his office in London when they would arrive there at the end of their tour with the Scorpions. In the meantime Jon just kept doing what he was doing with the herbal tea and honey and gargling with warm water and salt. Plus the guys would fill in when they needed to when it came to filling in on those high notes. They were coming back from sound check when Jon entered his room and found that there was a message waiting for him from Ellie.  

Family

A couple of days had gone by and Jon had talked to the manager of his apartment to make sure that he would watch it while he was gone. He told him that he would pay extra to make sure that things would be taken care of. Then they called around and got a hotel for them so they had a place to stay when they got to Auburn to see their son. Plane tickets in hand and they had everything covered so it wouldn’t get to dusty while they were away. Jon took their bags and put them in Richie’s car as he was taking them to the airport right after Jon had put his car in the garage as he usually does when he goes away.

The flight to Boston didn’t take long seeing it was right next door but they didn’t want to drive seeing Jon didn’t have that much time to spend with his little family. Once they touched down and got thru and grabbed their luggage Jon went to get a car. Once they got on the highway it only took about thirty-five minutes to get to Auburn the way Jon drove. They first went to the hotel to unpack and as they were unpacking Jon looked over to her and smiled. She turned around and saw him and asked, “What are you smiling at?”

“You.” He told her grinning from ear to ear.

“Oh brother you’ve got to be kidding I look horrible. I at least need to fix my hair my ponytail is flopping.” She told him as she was holding it.

“That’s why you look so cute.” He told her as he walked over to her and pulled out the elastic out of her hair. “Wear it down, I like it better down anyway.” He told her as he fluffed up her hair. He gave her the once over and gave her a look that could of melted ice right there. “You are so lucky we can’t fuck right now because we would never get out of here.” He growled in her ear as he also licked the outer edge. She nearly came right then and there as her eyes became saucers.

“Jon Francis so help me God I’m going to kill you for getting me all hot and horny before going over to my parents and picking up our Son you Jerk!” she loudly told him as she punched him in the arm.

Jon let out an “Ouch!” and was laughing uncontrollably as she gave him the stink eye for once.

“I’m sorry baby but you just look so beautiful standing there I couldn’t help myself” he told her still laughing.

“You’re a pain in the ass.” She shot back at him as she put her suitcase on one of the chairs next to the bed. “Hey do you want to finish unpacking now or just leave them in the bags seeing we’re just here for a week?” she asked him for his opinion. 

“That’s a good question Babe, um why don’t we just leave the closes were they are for now. I mean I didn’t bring much with me.” He told her.

“I know these two suitcases are mine and when I came to you they were each half full and now they’re both crammed pack because you have to buy me everything you see.” She told him as he was kissing her smiling.

“Shit did I do that?” he asked her not letting her go.

“Yes you did.” She told him as she parted his arms but he didn’t want to, giving her a sly smile. “Jon come on we need to go get Jimmy I want to get there before Daddy goes to bed ok?” she told him.

“Ok then let’s go. Hey by the way do they know were coming?” he asked her curiously.

“No they don’t I thought it would be a nice surprise.” She told him smiling.

They pulled up to the house and found a spot to park. Getting out they walked up to the back door and they walked into the little back porch area. Opening up the door she knew her Dad would be sitting right there at the head of the kitchen table watching t.v. and her Mom getting dinner ready.

“Hello? Anyone home?” she asked as they walked in smiling.

Turning around they both looked at them shocked. “Oh my God Ellie! Jon! What are you two doing here? I thought you two were going to be looking for a house?” her Mom asked her as she ran over to hug her daughter and as her Father got up and shooked Jon’s hand. Then they switched as her Dad grabbed her and hugged her tight as her Mom hugged Jon to pieces.

“Well we were but then decided that with Jon going on tour and that it would be better to keep Jimmy in school here and not uproot him just yet. I hope that’s ok that we stay with you guys a little longer?” she asked her parents.

“Of course it is Honey. You know you’re always welcome to stay here plus it gives us more time with Jimmy. “Cecelia told them.

“Well it will be for maybe like a year unless Ellie can find something she likes before the next start of the school year.  She doesn’t want to uproot him during a school year she doesn’t think that’s fair.” Jon chuckled.

“Well she is just a little over protective of him.” Paul told him smiling. Just then they heard a little voice coming from the living room and then running into the kitchen.

“Gamma. Gamma.” but when he reached the kitchen he got the surprise of his life. “MOMMY! MOMMY!” He yelled and jumped into her arms.

“Jimmy my baby oh I missed you so much Sweetheart.” She told him as she kissed and hugged him tight. This warmed Jon’s heart.

Just then Jimmy looked up and saw Jon. “Mommy Daddy’s here too?” he asked her as he reached out to Jon.

This took Jon a little by surprise. He didn’t know why but he just thought by being with her side of the family well…but he was wrong. He had a lot to learn. Taking Jimmy in his arms Jimmy hugged the hell out of him which almost made Ellie cry. Just the site of the two of them made her heart full. “So how’s my little man doing huh?” Jon asked him.

“Good Daddy. Do you want to see my building?” he asked Jon.

“Do I of course I do.” Jon told him.

“Well they’ve been working on it in the living room with the Legos. Sean’s in there now. Go ahead dinner will be ready in a little bit.” Cecelia told them. They went in and Sean was watching t.v. when they walked in.

“Hi guys see what Jimmy built?” he told them.

“Wow that’s so big. You guys did a great job.” Ellie told them.

“Tanks Mommy.” Jimmy said getting down from Jon’s arms. “Daddy you want to hep?” Jimmy asked him. Jon looked at him and said sure as Ellie went back into the kitchen to talk to her parents. She told her parents they’re plans and that she needs to pack Jimmy a small bag so they can take him back with them for a few days and that they would be back and forth also so he would know that they are one big family and to get use to seeing Jon here. She also said that they didn’t need to feed them as they would get something to eat at the hotel. Her Mom tried to fight her on that but Ellie told her that she knew she didn’t have enough for two more people so don’t even try. She knew that they sprung their visit on them but they wanted to come get Jimmy so bad because they missed him so much and because she wanted to see her Dad before he had to go to bed. She went upstairs to her room and packed a bag for Jimmy and then came down stairs and grabbed a plastic bag for his bath toys. Then she went back in the living room to see how her boys were doing.

“Hey so you guys ready or what?” she asked Jon who was now helping Jimmy out with what looked like a bridge.

Smiling up at her, “Yeah anytime you are Babe.”

“Where are you guys going? You’re not staying here?” Sean asked them.

“No I don’t thing Daddy would let us share my room do you?” she asked him.

“Oh yeah no I don’t.” he agreed with her.

“We’ll be back tomorrow so we can finish this then ok Honey?” she told her son.

“Why?” he asked her.

“Well Daddy and I well weren’t not staying here tonight ok. The three of us will be staying in a hotel ok?” she told him.

He looked at his parents but he didn’t understand. “He doesn’t get it Babe?” Jon told her.

“I know but will try and explain more when we get there ok?” she told him as she put on his jacket. Walking out into the kitchen, “Mom we’ll see you guys sometime tomorrow ok Jimmy wants to finish his masterpiece.” She told them.

“That’s fine Honey, oh we didn’t get to see your ring.” Cecelia told her. Ellie smiled and held out her hand for her parents to see. They thought her ring was beautiful. Jon stood there proud and knew he did good.  They took Jimmy and they headed off to the hotel and when they pulled up they saw a bunch of girls hovering around the entrance of it.

“Fu.. sorry forgot  I’ll pull around back and see if we can go thru the back” he told Ellie as he drove around. Parking in the lot out back he grabbed Jimmy’s bag as Ellie took Jimmy. They went in thru the kitchen and over to the main reception desk to get their key. Once up to their room and as they ditched their coats Jon asked them what they wanted to eat.

“So Jimmy what do you want for dinner.” he asked his son.

He thought about it real hard and finally told his Dad, “I dunno know?”

Jon looked at him and then to Ellie and shrugged his shoulders. “Well why don’t we order some pizza then. I think both of you can agree on that right?” she asked her two men. They both smiled happily and Jon called room service for the food.

They ate happily when the food had arrived and after Jon played with his son as Ellie had brought his trucks with them. She watched her two men happily as the years without Jon had seemed too vanished for a while. This is what it should have been with him if their lives hadn’t been so complicated. She loved watching him with their son and was sorry that he wasn’t there since day one. He had missed so much. Jon looked up from where he was sitting and saw her looking at them and smiling, “Hey Beautiful you want to come and join us?” he asked her.

“Nah you guys look like you’re doing fine just by yourselves. But I’ll give you guys about another half hour and someone needs a bath ok?” she told them.

Jimmy looked up now and said, “But Mommy Daddy and are playing trucks.” He told her.

“I know but you still need a bath Sweetie because your ice cream is all over you.” She told him with her arms crossed.  Jimmy just signed and looked at his Dad.

“Sorry buddy but what Mommy say’s goes.” Jon told his son. Jimmy just made a face. Ellie finally got the tub ready for him and his toys while Jon brought him into the bathroom. As Ellie was undressing him he looked at his Mom and told her that he wanted his Dad to give him his bath. She looked at him shocked as she asked him seeing that he hasn’t seen her in a while but then again he did have fun the last with his Dad when they were together so it really shouldn’t have surprised her. Jon just smile wide as Ellie went over and kissed him. “You two have fun and this time you have toys to play with.” She told him. As she was leaving Jon smacked her on her ass as she just gave him a look as she left. Jimmy looked at his Dad and asked him if Mommy was bad. Jon then looked at him and asked him why and Jimmy said to him because he spanked her. Jon just started to laugh and told him no and that they were just playing. Jimmy looked at him strange but didn’t say anything and just played with his toys.

Outside the bathroom Ellie got the couch made up as she asked the staff to send up extra pillows and blankets so she could put Jimmy on the couch. They didn’t want to get another adjoining room because it would have been too big for an almost six year old to handle. This way she could hear him if he needed him. Just as she finished the two of them came out as he ran to her all clean.

“Mommy I’m all done!” he told her smiling.

“Well I see that. Daddy did a good job getting you all cleaned up didn’t he?” she told him.

“Yup he did. I like it when he gives me my bath.” He told his Mom. Ellie tried not to cry only because she would have given up everything to have Jon do this forever.

Jon saw this and walked over to her and asked her, “Hey are you ok?”

“I’m fine believe me I haven’t been this good in a long time.” She told him as she put her head on his shoulders.

“You know me either Babe.” He told her as he kissed the top of her head.

They tucked Jimmy in and Ellie pulled out one of his books and Jon read it to him. It didn’t take him long to drift off and then they snuck into the bedroom just keeping the door ajar so they could hear him. Ellie was afraid that being in a different place he may not sleep well for the first night.

Picking her up and taking her off guard as well Ellie tried not to yelp when he did it but her heart was pounding like hell. Chuckling he walked toward the bed and laid her down and then sat next to her. “Why did you do that I almost screamed bloody murder you scared me that bad you jerk.” She told him as she rapped him on his shoulder.

Laughing, “I sorry Babe but I thought while he was sleeping we could well cuddle if that’s ok with you?” he asked her smiling evilly.

“Oh really now? So why do I have a feeling you have more than just cuddling in mind then?” she asked him suspiciously.

He moved up next to her and wrapped her in his arms and she laid on his chest. “Mmmm I like this. I could lie here forever.” She told him digging her face into his fury chest that she loved so much.

“So could I. I just want to tell you what a great job you’ve done with Jimmy. He’s such a great kid Ellie I couldn’t be more prouder of him if I had raised him too.” He told her as he was caressing her torso as he made his way down it.

Caressing his chest and playing with his chest hair she said to him, “Thank you but I think you’ve told me that like a million times now. I think we lucked out that he took to you like he knew you all his life.” She told him.

Jon looked down at her curiously. “What do you mean by that?”

“Well he took to you like he just knew you that you weren’t this weirdo or stranger that was going to do harm to him. There was something familiar about you. Kind, loving, your smile and eyes are warm and comforting.” She told him.

“Well damn I always thought they were sexy and told girls come here and have sex with me.” He said and started laughing.

Sitting up and smacking him again, “You are impossible!”

Still laughing he grabbed her and tossed her on the other side of the bed so she was on her back. “OH!” she let out as she landed. Sitting up himself now he straddled her so she couldn’t get up. “Hey get off your squishing me.” She told him giggling.

“Nope you’ll have to make me. Come on you’re all talk let’s see what got little girl.” He kept asking her as he was poking her.

“Will You Stop It!” she said thru gritted teeth. But he just kept on going until she got an idea. So she was trying to slap his hands away and wiggling out from under him when she let out a yelp of pain and grabbed her side. “Ow oh God.” And tried to turn to her side but it was a little difficult as he was on her.

Jon’s eyes grew wide and nearly fell off of the bed when he tried to jump off of her. “Ellie are you ok? Oh Baby I’m so sorry if I hurt you.” He told her. He honestly felt bad for thinking that he had hurt her by goofing with her. But as he had gotten off of her she quickly rolled and jumped off the other side as he stood there with his mouth open.

“HUH! You wouldn’t let me up so I had to use other ways to get you of me. I’m sorry that I made you think you hurt me but you wouldn’t budge and the poking did hurt a little.” She told him smiling.

“Really the poking hurt? Well when I get thru with you your ass is going to hurt much more than that trust me because you scared me half to death. “ he told her as he walked up on the bed and started to cross over to where she was.

“Oh crap.” She said as she started to run to the bedroom door but this time Jon meant it and wasn’t going to let her out and jumped over the bed and made it to the door before she got there. She froze as he stood there then slowly he moved towards her. “Jonny we have to make a good impression on Jimmy and what you’re about to do well I don’t do, so really Daddy shouldn’t do that to Mommy right?” she hoped he would get the point.

Jon stopped and thought for a moment then he looked up and slightly smiled at her and said, “Well Mommy was a very bad, bad girl and Jimmy is sleeping so he won’t know anything about what Daddy is going to do to Mommy now is he?” he told her with a sly smile forming on his lips.

“Oh crap. Ok what do I have to do so you won’t do what I think you’re about to do?” she asked him in a panicked voice.

Finally reaching her as he cornered her at the end table he put both hands on either side of her. “You’re just lucky you have your period because if you didn’t I would spank the living hell out of you do you understand me little girl?” he asked her in this low drawl. All she could do was shake her head yes. “Good because next time you won’t even see me coming.” He finished telling as his hot breath was on her ear and down her neck as she sighed when he let her go and went into the bathroom to take his shower and left her standing there all hot and bothered.

She had to somehow get him back so she stripped down to her panties and went to her luggage and pulled out her perfume that he liked so much. She spritzed herself just a little and quickly put it away. She saw this in a movie once so she thought she would give it a try. What the hell right? She climbed into bed and laid on her side so her back would be facing him. It didn’t take long for him to shower and dry off and come out as he was drying his hair. He found her in bed and he chuckled. So he threw the towel back in the bathroom and climbed into bed but once there he was going to kiss her but when he smelled her perfume he knew what she was up to. He smiled and laid back down and decided to just go to sleep. He figured two can play this game.

Morning came and when Ellie woke she found herself curled up on Jon and he had his arms wrapped around her. She tried to move but couldn’t he was just too strong as he has this tight grip on her. “Jon, Jon, Honey wake up you need to let go of me.” She was shaking him and whispered in his ear but he was completely out. She thought for a second and then took some of his hair and started to tickle under his nose. It only took a second when he started moving and then swatting at her with one of his free hands. Giggling she kept it up until he would let her go with his other hand but then he opened his eyes as he grabbed her hand all together. “Owe! Jon that hurts.” She told him still giggling.

Just looking at her by his eyes and not moving his head he asked her, “What the hell are you doing?”

“Well you wouldn’t let me go so I could get up so I had to figure out how to wake you up without scaring you.” She told him smiling at him.

“So you thought you would tickle me under my nose?” he asked her dead face.

“Yeah why?” she asked him not knowing what’s the big deal is.

He just laid there for a few seconds looking at her before he sprang into action and pounced on her as she yelped and giggled even louder as he started to kiss her on her neck and lick it up and down sucking as his morning erection was poking her. But just as they’re little romp was getting interesting a little voice chimed in. “I want to play to.” Jimmy said as he came running in as he thought his parents were playing.

Ellie’s eyes went wide as she ducked under the blankets as Jon sat up. “Hey little man you’re awake. Isn’t that just Great.” He told his son as he jumped up to them and climbed in-between them.

“I wanna play too Daddy?” Jimmy told him again.

Jon didn’t know what to tell him and Ellie was of no help as she was hiding under the blankets. “Well Hon um it’s just a game you’re Mommy and me can play ok? You and I will play something else alright?” Jon tried to explain to him.

“Why?” he wanted to know.

“Why? Oh why because it’s just a game grownups can play that’s all. You and I will play cars alright so why don’t you go out to the living room and I’ll be right out ok?” Jon told his son.

“Why is Mommy under the bankees?” he asked his Dad.

“Boy you just ask a lot of questions dontcha. Well she’s cold and it’s warmer down there ok so we’ll meet you out in the living room ok?” Jon said a little bit more antsy.

“Mommy are you coming?” he asked trying to raise the blanket to ask her.

“Yes baby I’ll be out shortly ok?” she said holding the blanket tightly.

“Ok.” He said and jumped down off the bed and went into the other room.

Laughing Jon told her she could out now. “Ok the coast is clear Babe.”

“It’s not funny, you know what if we had a daughter would you think it was funny then?” she asked him.

Jon looked at her and thought about it for a second. “Oh shit I never really thought about that. Yeah I guess it’s easy for me to parade around naked because Jimmy is a boy but for you it’s not. I’m sorry Babe I just never realized that before. But isn’t he kind of young to really care about any of that?” he asked her.

“Well when he was a baby up til he was two maybe three no but now yeah he knows the difference between boys and girls. I stopped changing in front of him when he was oh God two and a half only because the boys were teaching him crap. So he knew the difference real early. All I can say when they have kids God help them and their freaking wives.” She told Jon not very happy.

“I can image. Well let’s get dressed before he comes back in here and you do a nose dive underneath the blankets again.” He laughed.

“I wouldn’t laugh Jon I know what we were doing before he came in and what you wanted and I’m sorry for that.” She told him.

“Hey that’s ok I wouldn’t trade this for anything in the world. We’ll get our time Babe don’t worry about it. As long as I have the two of you there’s nothing I can’t do.”

My Girl

 Jon walked into the bedroom pissed. Ellie was afraid to ask him what was wrong because she knew it was from Tom and it had to do about the band and business. Jon had walked over to his side of the bed and stripped off his clothes and got into bed. He just sat there as he ran his hands thru his hair and pulled it back. He looked at Ellie as she had already scrunched down into the blankets and rolled over on to her side with her back facing him. He knew why she did that and he kind of felt bad for that. So he rolled on his side but still above her propped up as his hand started to caress her arm up and down. “So Baby I bet you want to know what that was all about huh?” he asked her.

She slowly rolled on her back and looked up into those blues eyes of his and said, “Well yeah I do but I’m not going to pester you about it only because I know if I do we’ll only fight about it.” She told him smiling slightly.

“Yeah I know, that’s why I’m going to tell you.” He told her smiling.

Looking at him like someone had switched him like that movie Invasion of the Body Snatchers “Ok what did you do we my Jon and where the hell is he?” she asked him.

“Ok I deserved that. I’m sorry for not trusting you enough to tell you about band business. It’s just that Dot never wanted to know and if she did she would blab things she shouldn’t. So I just got into the habit of not telling anyone that wasn’t associated with the band. Do you forgive me?” he asked her with that smile of his that good melt ice.

“You know I forgive you Jon I love you, you brat. And I do understand why but…it just really hurt you know. “ she told him honestly.

“Yeah I know and for that I am truly sorry.” He said again while his hand moved down her chest to her breast as he circled her nipple with his finger.

“Um so wh...what did Tom say?” she  managed to squeaked out.

Chuckling he answered, “Well unfortunately we have to leave for Germany in two weeks. So we need to make a decision Babe. We either look for a house now or you stay with your folks while I’m in Europe. So what do you want to do?” he asked her.

Ellie thought it over then asked him, “Well would you mind terribly if Jimmy and I stayed with my folks? I mean I would hate to pull him out of school so close to the year end and then if I want to come and see you I have the perfect babysitters. The only thing is if you come and stay for a few days we can’t be together my folks won’t allow it especially were Jimmy is concerned.” She told him.

“What do you mean? Where engaged now and Jimmy knows we sleep together and besides he’s our son!” Jon told her a little miffed.

“Yes but it’s their house Honey. So I figure we’ll have to get a hotel nearby while you’re in town, would that be ok?” she asked him holding her breath.

“Yeah sure why wouldn’t it be. As long as I get to be with you and Jimmy I don’t care. And I get what your folks mean plus they have the other kids in the house we would be setting a bad example for them.” Jon said as he rolled his eyes.

“We would be setting a bad example even if we go to a hotel too you brat!” Ellie said giggling. “But of course I did that the day I found out I was pregnant didn’t I?” she told him sighing.

“Hey I’m sorry about that and that I wasn’t with you to take some of the blame too. I should have been here Damn it!” he said strongly.

“Jon how long is going to haunt us?” she asked him.

“I don’t know Babe I just don’t know.” He said as he took her into his arms as they laid there together.

“So why are you going to Germany so early I thought you guys weren’t leaving for another month?” she asked him.

“Well apparently Doc decided that he wanted to up the tour and he can do that I guess and we have to follow. Tom is getting an Appeal to get us out of the damn contract but until then we have to abide to the terms of that damn contract of his. I really don’t want to think about it right now I just want to be with you Babe.” He told her as he stroked her stomach.

“Well I just want to be with you too.” She told him as she turned around and started to kiss him passionately. Things started to heat up between them as they made love well into the night. Morning came and Ellie found herself alone in bed. She felt crampy and her head was hurting. She knew Jon was sometimes hard to keep up because of his energy level as it was high and she was exhausted usually afterwards. She got up and went to the bathroom to do her thing and found out there little romp must of set off her period a few days early. He did pound the hell out of her last night not that she was complaining. She cleaned herself up and put on her clothes and walked out to find him going over that contract to see if he could find something himself.

“Sweetie if Tom can’t find anything what makes you think you can? You’re just making yourself sick over this. Besides isn’t that what you’re paying him for?” she asked him carefully.

Looking up at her he said, “Yeah I know but it just pisses me off you know?”

“I know.” She told him back. “Hey why don’t I look into finding a hotel where we can stay before you have to leave that way you can spend some Daddy time with Jimmy how does that sound?” she asked him as she sat down beside him.

“You mean you want to leave a little early?” he asked her.

“Well we might as well…I just got my period so there won’t be any wild nights for us until I see you on tour.” She told him grinning.

“You got your what? Damn! I thought we had a few more days?” he asked her with a pouty face.

“I told you I don’t come on a regular basis. Plus I can last a whole week, week and a half to two. You’ve been lucky I’ve either been regular or I haven’t had it when I’ve been with you. But now since were going to be together more often you’re sure going to find out.” she told him. “So do you think you’re going to be able to handle that or are you going to say screw it and dump me? Because a lot of guys wouldn’t be able to handle it especially one who loves sex like you do Jon.” She asked him looking at the t.v.

Jon looked at her kind of shocked. “Didn’t we go over this back when we first met? Ellie I told you then and I’m going to tell you now I’m not going anywhere and especially not because of your period. Yes I love sex but I love it with you. I’m not going to say that I don’t get frustrated especially on tour but isn’t that why we were having phone sex? That worked. And we’ll make this work so don’t worry Babe ok? I love you. So sure we’ll get the hotel and get our boy and we can spend some quality time together before I have to leave. We can do all those other things anyway when Jimmy is asleep.” He told her waggling his eyes at her.

“Well Jon Francis aren’t you awful.” She told him as she kissed him.

Parting, “If I agree can I have another kiss like that?” he asked her. So she leaned in to him and kissed him again.  

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The rest of the day they spent it together as they went shopping so they could pack up the apartment. They did decide to wait on the house hunting for a while until they knew what they were going to do about the permanent housing situation but until then his apartment would do. It really wasn’t like he was there all the time anyway and Ellie and Jimmy could always stay with her parents for now. When they got home they had the things they needed to pack it up proper this time around seeing that he was going to be gone longer.

“Hey Babe are you sure we really need this many sheets?” he asked her.

“Jon you were only gone what a couple of months this last time and this place smelled so musty and the dust was so bad. I don’t want Jimmy inhaling any of that again. I was really gross. At least this way the dust will be on the sheets so all we have to do is wash them and have the floors washed. The last time we had to have the furniture steamed cleaned.” She remained him as she threw one of the unopened sheets at him.

“Hey! Ok I getcha ya. We’ll cover everything up before we leave happy now?” he said smiling at her.  All she did was smile back at him as she turned around to put the rest of the bags in the bedroom.

Then yelling from in there, “Hey Hon can you come here a second?” she yelled to him.

Walking in the bedroom, “What’s up Babe?” he asked her.

“Um what do you want to do with all of your jewelry? I know it’s not real but leaving little things like this behind well it’s a fans dream come true you know?” she told him.

“What do you mean? You think someone is going to break into the apartment while we’re gone?” he asked her surprised.

“Well yeah. At lease they might try. Do you really want to take that chance? I mean they know every piece you own Jon and believe me they would love to own one of your pieces saying that you gave it to them. Plus once they have it you really couldn’t say that they would be the ones who stole it. I mean anyone could and resell it.” She told him holding one of his necklace.

“Boy you really don’t trust people do you?” he told her as he went up to her and wrapped his arms around her waist.

Turning to face him, “Hellooo? Where have you been lately my dear? Of course I don’t trust people especially after what Michael did. Look this apartment complex doesn’t look to secure to me and your fans already know where you live so once they know you’re gone for six months well it wouldn’t surprise me if one or several of them got the idea to break in here to see what they could find that’s all. I’m just saying if it was my stuff it would drive me nuts thinking that maybe someone might be going thru it that’s all.” She told him as she played with his shirt.

Inhaling he did get what she was saying and that he never thought of that. “Ok I getcha you. But I’m probably going to bring about half of that with me you know. But you’re right I get what you’re saying. I’ll put it with Richie ok so he’ll hold it at his house when were gone is that ok with you?” he asked her squeezing her closer now.

“What if they get robbed huh? She asked him making a smug face.

“WHAT! Oh I so going to get you!” he told her and started to tickle her as she was trying to get out of his grip.

“Jon! Stop it! Cut it out!” she screamed as she finally broke free of him. She then pushed him enough that he landed on the bed and she took off out of the room.

 Smiling he jumped up and took off after her. He ran into the living room and she was nowhere in sight. ‘Ok you little minks where the hell are you hiding?’ he said to himself. He loved the thrill of the chase. He must of because he chased her right to him where she belonged. He eyed the room and went around the couch but nothing. So he walked into the kitchen and looked around in there. He was just about to go to the back porch when she peaked out to see him go around to the closet in the hall and as he opened it she ran out behind the counter and made a beeline back to the bedroom.  He quickly turned around and screamed “BRAT!” and took off after her. She made it to the bedroom and quickly locked the door behind her laughing.

Jon reached the bedroom and tried to open the door but found it lock. ‘Damn it.’ He said to himself. Thinking he went back to the kitchen and got a butter knife and returned. “Ok Babe I’m going to let you open this door on your own in five minutes or if I do there will be consequences that you will have to pay. Do you hear me?” he asked her anxiously.

She was on the other side of the door giggling as she had her hands over her mouth so he couldn’t hear her. Finally she did answer him. “What if I do let you in huh? What are you going to do?” she asked him smiling and biting her tongue.

“Who me? Nothing I Just want into my room that’s all. Scout’s honor. So babe unlock the door.” He charmingly told her.

“Hmmm nope don’t trust you. Plus you weren’t a Boy Scout so HA!” she told him laughing.

“Well then it’s a good thing because if I open this door what I’m going to do to you a Boy Scout wouldn’t.” he told her happily.

She looked around the room to see if there was anything else she could barricade the door with. She finally saw his chair that he uses at his desk and went and grabbed it quickly and jammed it in the door knob. Jon heard something and thought maybe she put something in front of the door. “Babe if you put something in front of the door it won’t work because I’ll just move it.” He told her. Then he began to jimmy the lock with the knife. It was an old lock so it didn’t take no time for him to unlock it. But when he went to open the door he was surprised that he still couldn’t open the door.  “What the hell did you do to my door now?” he asked rather shocked.

“Oh what’s the matter Babe! Can’t get in?” she said mocking him.

Jon was now leaning up against the wall chuckling and figuring that he finally met his match in her. “Ok what if I promise not to do anything then will you let me in?” he asked her as he crossed his fingers.

Ellie was thinking it over when she finally asked him, “You promise?”

Smiling, “Yeah I promise.” He told her again still keeping his fingers crossed.

“Well ok if you promise then I’ll let you in.” she told him. So she move the chair a few feet from the door and opened it and there was Jon grinning like a cat who just swallowed the canary as he stood there as he showed her that he was crossing his fingers.

She stood there with her eyes wide then she screamed, “You JERK!” as she went to slam the door in his face but he was too fast for her this time and was able to put his shoulder into it and push not just the door but her as well back open. Ellie let go of the door and hoped he would fall to the floor which he didn’t he was able to keep himself up and he lunge at her but she moved out of his way. But she wasn’t fast enough this time because he grabbed her shirt and she went backwards but before she fell he was able to catch her and they both tumbled to the floor.

Laughing now hysterically he asked her, “Ellie are you ok Babe?”

“Yeah I’m fine you Twit! And you cheated by the way!” she told him now trying to catch her breath.

“Now, now I still got in didn’t I?” he told her as he crawled over her so he was face to face to her. “So I win and now you do what I tell you to do. That’s the consequences Babe you do what I tell you to do in the bedroom.” He told her smiling.

“Oh crap! Jon I don’t do kinky shit no freaking way.” She told him rolling her eyes at him.

Laughing, “It won’t be kinky I promise. But we will be going shopping. I just need to make a phone call tomorrow and then I get to play and play and play.” He told her still smiling.

“I’m so going to regret this aren’t I?” she asked him.

“Don't think so. In fact you might like it yourself.” He told her as he started to nibble her neck.

“But Jon what about my…” she started to ask him.

“Oh yeah well we can figure that out later. I mean you’re not going to have this every day Babe and we can play when you don’t. So don’t worry about it please? For once in your life let me spoil you.” He told her.

“Spoil? This is going to spoil me? No I think it’s going to spoil you you big Goof!” she told him making a smirking face at him.

“It might now kiss me Beautiful.” He told her as they made out a little before she could feel how aroused he was. She felt bad that they couldn’t make love but right at that moment Jon didn’t seem to mind as he seemed to be enjoying himself just kissing her as he was. So Ellie decided to move her hand down his torso and down to his sweats when he realized what she was doing. “Ellie baby you don’t have to do this I’ll be fine. But if you want we can go up on the bed where it’s more comfortable.” He asked her. She agreed seeing the floor was a little hard on her back so they moved to the bed. Once they got up on the bed Jon took her face in his hands and starting kissing her again. They were making out again for a while when she felt it again so this time she wasn’t going to let him talk her out of it. So she slid her hand downwards and into his sweats when he grabbed her hand and told her that he was fine and just wanted to concentrate on this tonight. Well she wasn’t about to let go and she told him no and to lay back and let her for once take care of him. So she had to promise that she was fine before she started before he lost his sweats and she did her thing as he laid back as he experienced the best damn orgasm he has had as a blow job in a long time. She had done this one trick with her knuckle that had sent him over the edge. When they both settled down he finally got the nerve to ask her, “Um Babe?”

“Yeah?” she said back lying on his chest.

“I um need to ask you a question and I don’t want you to get mad at me.” He said to her rubbing her back.

Smiling she knew what he was going to ask her. “Sure go ahead ask.”

“We’ve been together now for quite sometime and well you haven’t been with anyone since you been with me right?” he asked her really hoping.

“No Jon I haven’t been with anyone since I’ve been with you why? She asked as her voice cracked as she really tried not to laugh.

“So how can you, I mean how can you give me a, wow there’s really no way to say this gentle so here it is. How can you one minute give me an ok blow job that’s decent mind you to one that’s mind blowing the next minute? You haven’t been practicing on someone have you?” as his voice went high on the end of the sentence.

Laughing now, “No Jon I haven’t been practicing on anyone oh God. And you’re not going to believe me when I tell you either but this is going to be the truth. I read a book.” she told him grinning.

“You what? You read a book on blow jobs?” he asked her thinking she was nuts.

“Well kind of. It’s a book on how to please your man in bed. I figure that well you’re around all those groupies and women all the time I just wanted to know a few tricks to well to stand out so you wouldn’t well you know.” She told him shyly.

Jon didn’t know what to say to that. He thought he told her enough that she understood that she was his one and only and plus the guys wouldn’t say anything even if he did slip up which were only one night stands anyway and didn’t mean anything. “Baby you didn’t have to do that. I mean Thanks that was fucking awesome but you didn’t have to do that. I love the fact the you went out of your way to try and please me but I love you for you not what you can do for me.” He told her as he looked lovingly into her eyes.

“Really but you just told me that my BJ’s were just so so until now. So now I know how you really felt about them. So why don’t you tell me how I am in the sack?” she said sarcastically and moved away from him.

“Oh Baby don’t be like that. I didn’t mean it the way it sounded. It’s just that this time you knew different things and pressure points. But what I love about you is that you always want to make me happy in everything you do. That’s why I love you. And yes even in sex you’re wonderful and if we didn’t have a great sex life believe me we wouldn’t be able to have the relationship that we have. You have to click in every aspect of a relationship or it doesn’t work you know that. Please don’t get all bent out of shape I didn’t mean anything by it.” He told her moving in closer to her and this time he wouldn’t let her out of his hold.

“Jon stop!” she told him trying to get out of bed.

“No you’re not going to run away from me. We’re going to discuss this. Damn it Ellie you’re the only one that I want and need. And our love life is just fine because if it wasn’t believe me I wouldn’t be here alright! I want to have more children with you and only you. I love you so stop this please?” he asked her.

“I’m sorry, it’s just that I’m not used to guys telling me that I do things right that’s all or that they love me all the time so when it sounded like you were criticizing me I just kind of…” she was saying playing with the blankets as he was playing with her hair.

“Baby I get it believe me I really do and it’s fine. And I think it’s wonderful you went out of your way to find out how to pleasure me even more. You don’t know what that means to mean. No one’s ever done that for me before and for that I love you even more.” He told her and tipped her head up so he could kiss her tenderly. “What do you say we try and get some sleep ok?” he told her. They both cuddled under the blankets and fell fast asleep. 

Two Hearts Beating As One

Ellie sat there in shock. She couldn’t believe what she was seeing or hearing for that matter. Her breathing started to speed up a bit as tears started to well up in her eyes. Looking down at the ring on her finger as Jon slipped it on she thought she would be shaking but she was only shaking a little bit. Jon looked at her and was waiting for her answer. He was getting nervous now as she wasn’t saying anything.

“Babe usually this is where you give me an answer and I really can’t tell how to take your reaction and it’s killing me.” He told her as he also had tears welling up in his eyes afraid that she was going to say no.

“What? Oh Sweetie I’m so sorry Yes, yes I’ll Marry You. I love you so very much, you just took me by surprise.” She told him as she now got on her knees and wrapped her arms around him and kissed him like her life depended on it. Jon held her so tight that he never wanted to let her go. They got so carried away that they even fell over onto the floor. When they hit they laughed so hard their stomachs hurt.

Then Jon moved over to her and took her face in his hand and moved into her to kiss her passionately.  When he pulled away he whispered to her, “So you want to take this into the bedroom?” as he caressed her cheek. She looked deeply into his deep blue eyes and mouthed yes. He helped her up and hand in hand they walked into their bedroom.

A few hours later Jon woke and reached over to find Ellie’s side of the bed empty again. His head shot up looking around the room trying to see if there was a light coming from the living room but the light was coming from the other end of the hallway which meant she was in the bathroom. Getting out of bed he didn’t bother to put anything on he just got up and walked out towards the bathroom. The door was ajar as he looked in and Ellie was washing her hands and putting something away in the cabinet. When she turned around she Yelped real loud as she saw Jon standing there in the doorway and scared her to death seeing that she wasn’t expecting anyone there at all.

“Jesus Jon you scare the shit out of me.” She told him as her heart was beating so fast she thought that he could hear it.

“Oh Baby I’m sorry.” He told her chuckling. “Are you ok?” he asked her going over to her and hugging her as he could feel her heart beating thru her chest. “Oh wow I really did scare you I am sorry Ellie.” He said rubbing her back to try and calm her down.

Trying to calm her breathing, “What you thought I was kidding?” she said now putting her face in his hairy chest that she loved so much.

“I just wanted to know where the hell you were that’s all. Last time I woke up you weren’t even in bed you were out shopping and didn’t leave me a note so now were even about scaring each other to death.” He smiled at her.

“That’s not funny Jon not even a little bit!” she told him with a pouty face.

“Oh ok I’m sorry I really didn’t mean to scare you honest. I was just looking for you. You weren’t beside me Baby and I wanted to cuddle.” He told her as he kissed the top of her head.

“Yeah sure you did. But right now Sweetie I really need to get some sleep I can’t keep my eyes open sorry.” She told him yawning.

“Sure but answer me this what were you doing in here and what did you put back in the cabinet?” he wanted to know.

“Nothing why? I just went to the bathroom that’s all.” She told him as she tried to get out and back to their room.

“Nope, no you don’t. I saw you put something in the cabinet. Don't lie to me. What was it?” he was getting a little annoyed now.

“It’s none of your business ok? It’s just a girl thing now I just want to go back to bed.” She told him still trying to get back to bed.

“Babe if something is wrong tell me please.” He asked her concerned.

Ellie looked up at him and knew he really wanted to know but if she told him that he would blame himself but it took both of them. “Ok I’ll tell you but let’s go into the bedroom ok?” she asked him. They headed off and when they got all comfy and he had her in his arms and she was resting on his chest she started to tell him. “Well I didn’t want to hurt your feelings only because I love you and well I wanted it just as much as you did so don’t get mad. But I started hurting yesterday and I thought the soreness would go away and I’m sure it will because we’ve been doing it like bunnies and my body isn’t use to it. It’s been a while since we’ve done it like this Jon and…” but Jon cut her off.

“Ellie you should have told me you were hurting we could have used the Vaseline like lube and that way it wouldn’t hurt so bad. You need to tell me these things Baby. You need to communicate with me I’m not Michael I’m not going to hurt you if you talk to me. Do you understand me things are different now Ellie no one is going to hurt you like that ever again I promise. Do you trust me?” he asked her as he held her tight.

Looking up into his eyes and smiling, “Of course I trust you. I trust you with my life. In fact I have.” She told him lovingly.

“Ok then so from now on you tell me everything and I tell you everything right?” he asked her rubbing her arms and kissing her head.

“Ok but I’m going to keep you to that.” She said lifting her head grinning.

Leaning down and kissing her, he then said, “Why don’t we try and get some sleep and tomorrow you can call your folks and tell them the good news.” He told her as they finally drifted off to sleep.

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Morning came and they were blissfully happy as they were playing house. They had eaten and showered together and then Ellie finally decided she was going to call her family. She sat in the chair next to the phone and stared at it for what seemed like hours. Jon walked in from the bedroom with his guitar and stopped as he just watched her for a moment staring at the phone. Finally he asked her, “Babe are you just going to sit and stare at the damn thing or are you going to actually call them and tell them the good news? Or maybe you don’t want to? Maybe you don’t want to tell them?” he asked her as his heart sunk.

“Huh? What’s today Saturday?” she asked him.

“Yeah why?” he asked her back confused.

“That means Daddy’s home.” She told him still staring at the phone.

Not knowing what the hell she was getting at he asked her, “Ok am I missing something here Babe? Don't we want everyone home when we tell them?” he wanted to know now getting even more confused.

“No of course we do I’m just making sure that everyone is up that’s all.” She told him swallowing.

Smiling he said, “Babe it’s past twelve I’m sure everyone is up. (bending down to her) so go ahead and call I’m sure they’re home. Unless you don’t want to that is?” he asked her.

Looking at him she smiled weakly. “I do I really do I just don’t know why I’m nervous that’s all.” She told him.

“Well I need to go to Richie’s so do you mind if I tell him and the Sambora’s because I know they won’t tell anyone.” He asked her.

“On no go right ahead. I’ll see you Honey.” She said to him as they gave each other a kiss goodbye. As Jon left Ellie she picked up the phone and called her parents. Her Mom picked up.

“Hello?” Cecelia asked.

“Hi Mama how are you?” she asked her Mom.

“Fine Honey and how are you and Jon?” she wondered as she just talked to her daughter not too long ago.

“Well Jon and I have some good news. Jon proposed to me last night.” She told her. Well her Mom let out a yell of delight as Paul looked up from his paper. “Mom? Mommy!” but she didn’t hear her as she heard her telling her Dad the good news. It took a minute or two before she came back on with her daughter.

“Honey that’s wonderful. We’re so happy for you. Oh my Jimmy is going to look so cute in a little suit and as ring bearer. Oh we have so much to go over and we have to talk to Father Rose Honey and book the church now if you want to get the date that you want and to find a place for the reception…” Cecelia was going on as Ellie was finally able to cut in.

“Mama! Please Jon and I haven’t even thought that far into the future yet. Plus you’re giving me a headache with all of that.” She told her.

“Honey is there something you’re not telling me?” she asked her daughter.

“No why?” she said not fooling Cecelia one bit.

“Sounds like you’re scared. Is that it Sweetie? What are you afraid of?” she asked her.

“Well if it’s that’s obvious to you then it’s that obvious to Jon because he keeps asking what’s the problem. It’s nothing and everything rolled into one. I mean I knew this day would be coming just not so soon. He says he’s not doing it because of Jimmy or what happened with Michael.  He says he truly loves me Mommy and I believe him I know he loves me…” she was trying to explain to her mother.

“But?” her mother asked holding her breathe.

“But I’m scared. I’m scared of and this is going to sound stupid so bear with me here please. But I’ll be doing everything. I’ll be the Mommy and I’ll be the wife and taking care of the house where as it is now I’m home with you guys and well you do everything. I’m still just the daughter there, granted I do have a kid but I’m still the daughter where you do everything Mom taking care of all of us. I don’t know if I can do that. It’s one thing playing house but to actually do it. Of God Mom I don’t know I think I’m going to throw up.” She told her Mom scared out of her wits.

Cecelia wanted to laugh, “Oh Honey everyone goes thru that. Don’t you think that I didn’t.” she told her.

“Oh for crying out loud Mar Grandma and Uncle Chick moved in with you guys when you got married. So you really didn’t leave them. So either Jon moves in with us or you guys move in with us ok?” she told her mother as seriously as she could.

“Oh no that was your Fathers idea he didn’t want to leave them alone in that three decker and you know it. Plus Grandma was a much better cook than I was,” she told her.

“Daddy said you couldn’t even boil water when you got married.” She said deadpan.

“I never said I could your Grandmother took over the kitchen from day one until after your Father put his foot down the last time after your brother was born and told me I couldn’t go back to work a third time when they came calling again. He told me to tell them to finally find someone to replace me. Two kids were getting too much for her to take care of.” Cecelia said.

“Yeah then she left us. Boy then she sent you three more ha ha Mar.”  Ellie smiled happily.

“Yeah she did. Too bad she’s not here today because that little boy she’d go nuts over, her little girl having a little boy like him. Ok we need to stop or we’re going to end up crying Sweetie.” She said wiping a tear.

“Yeah your right. How is my baby by the way?” she asked her Mom.

“Are you kidding, he’s having a ball with his Aunt and Uncles. But he misses you terribly he wants to know when you’re coming home and if you’re going to bring daddy with you. What should we tell him?” she wanted to know.

“Is he there? Can you put him on?” she asked her Mom.

“Sure hang on a minute.” Cecelia said as she went to go get her Grandson.

Ellie could hear running of little footsteps coming to the phone. “Mommy Hi!” Jimmy yelled into the phone.

Laughing Ellie answered backed, “Jimmy my big boy how are you? Are you having fun at Grandma’s and Grandpa’s?”

“Yep! I’m playing wiff Unca Sean and Unca Chickie and Auntie Betf.”  he told her.

“You are? Well that does sound like fun.” She said.

“Where’s Daddy” he wanted to know.

“Daddy is over Uncle Richie’s house and I’ll have him call you later if you want?” she asked him.

“Ok, when you coming home?” he asked her.

“Soon Honey I hope. Daddy and I have something’s we need to do and once we get them done I’ll come home and come and get you. I love you Sweetie can you put Grammie back on please.” She asked him as her heart dropped.

“Ok Mommy I love you too.” And he gave Cecelia the phone.

“Hi Mom I can’t I can’t do this being away from him this long anymore.” She told her Mom.

“Yes you can, go find that house so the three of you will have a proper place to live and then come get your son. We’ll be fine ok, we’ll miss the heck out of him and you but it’s time that you have the life that you should. You two were meant to be together and you know that. Whether he was working a normal job or this Rockstar job of his. And I if know Jon he’ll be doing this for a long time. He seems very driven. Are you ok now?” she asked her.

“Yeah as long as all of you are behind me I am. I’m glad you guys love him Mom because if you didn’t I don’t know what I’d do. It’s bad enough that he can’t even tell his folks. I know it hurts him but his Mother did it to herself right?” she asked her unsure if she was doing the right thing.

“”Ellie she lied and kept the two of you apart but you need to ask Jon what he wants. If he wants to continue this then that’s up to him. But if he feels he needs to forgive her then you need to reconsider how you want to go about this whole thing. You know how we all feel about Nana but we tolerate her for Daddy right? You can always set new rules and if she doesn’t comply then you can go back to the way it was. Remember your holding all the cards. Honey I need to start making the kids lunch are you ok? We can talk more later if you want to call me back.”

 “No I think I’m good Mom I’ll talk to you later but Oh don’t tell anybody that were engaged please because it’s a secret so until Jon announces it, it’s hush hush ok. And don’t be expecting a date right away because you know they are getting to be well known and he is going on tour so he’ll have to go thru his schedule to find something so I’ll let you know. Love you.” She told her Mom.

“Fine we won’t say anything and I love you too Dear Bye, Bye.” And Cecelia hung up the phone.

It took Ellie a second or two before she finally hang up the phone. Mrs. John Francis Bongiovi Jr. doesn’t sound so bad after all.

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Jon and Richie were playing and trying to write now for little over an hour when Richie asked him, “Hey Kidd what the hell is going on with you? You haven’t been able to concentrate since you got here what’s up with you?” he asked him annoyed.

Jon just looked at him and smiled. A stupid over the top smile. “You know if you were sixteen and smiling like that I’d say you just got laid for the first time so what’s up huh?” he asked him again now getting really anxious.

“Ok if I tell you, you have to swear you won’t tell anyone just yet.” He told him.

“Yeah sure you know that.” Rich told him wondering what the hell he was talking about.

“I proposed to Ellie last night.” He told Richie smiling.

“Oh my God! What did she say?” he asked his best friend excited.

“Really? I’m standing here as you said smiling like a sixteen year old what do you think she said?” he told him with his arms crossed.

“Oh yeah right. Well that’s great Jon so you’re getting married that’s awesome man did you guys set a date or anything?” Richie asked him.

“No we haven’t gone that far we were celebrating last night. Rich I can’t believe how lucky I am to have found her again. She just understands me not like Dotty or anybody else that I ever dated you know?” he told Richie.

“Yeah I get that. When you know you found the right one you never want to give that person up. You’re really lucky Jon but man you have to stop the groupies because if she finds out she’ll drop you you like a lead brick.” Richie reminded him.

“Yeah I will now that I know she’s committed to me. I mean it will be hard but I can do it. I love her and she loves me and I do mean me Rich.” He told him as he meant it in the moment.

“Well just don’t blow it Kidd because I’m sure there’s plenty of suitors waiting in line for you to mess up. Me included. “ he told Jon as Jon punched him in the arm. “Ouch! Why did you do that for?” Richie asked him making a boo boo face.

“That’s for you trying to take my girl if I fuck up!” he told him smiling.

“Yeah but wouldn’t you rather have it in the family where you could keep an eye on us?” Richie asked him with a puppy dog face.

“No that’s gross now let’s get back to work before I use my guitar for something else.” Jon told him as he rolled his eyes at him.

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 Jon got home to find Ellie asleep on the couch. He smiled as he watched her so he put his guitar down in the corner and walked back over to her and knelt down. He gently brushed his fingers over her cheek and then traced her lips with his index finger. She moved a little and inhaled as she moved her head slightly. He smiled just at thought of how beautiful he thought she looked. She was always telling him that she didn’t think she was pretty that she was just average looking. But to him she was the most beautiful looking woman he had ever seen. He leaned in and put his lips on hers and started out gently then his kiss got more passionately as she woke up to him kissing her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he lifted his body onto the couch but not quite on her but close enough that they were wrapped together. 

Parting he asked her, “About time you woke up.”

“Well I liked the way you woke me.” She told him grinning. “So how did things go at Richie’s?” she asked him.

“Not bad we did finally get some work done after he asked me what was going on with me.” He told her.

“What do you mean ‘What was going on with you were you distracted for some reason?” she asked him as she was playing with his chest hair.

“I guess he told me I was grinning like a sixteen year old that just got laid. I guess I’m a little happy about you saying yes to my proposal. Anyway I told him so I hope that was ok and I made him promise not to tell anyone.” He told her rubbing her arm.

“No that’s fine as long as he doesn’t go around telling everyone. I just want to enjoy this for ourselves for a while before the whole world finds out.” she told him.

“Don't worry he won’t Baby. How did your family take it?” he asked her.

“They’re thrilled. Mom wants to know the date so she can start getting the church booked and getting Jimmy his suit so he can be ring bearer.” She told him and waiting for his response.

Jon was quite for a minute before he answered. “Um Babe you want a church wedding?” he asked her curious.

“Well my parents want a church wedding. I know that we can’t so I told Mom to hold that thought and I didn’t really get into it with her. I just wasn’t in the mood to argue with her why we can’t have a church wedding right now. We’ll deal with it later. Besides when your folks find out that’s going to make my folks wanting a church wedding look like sunshine.” She smiled at him.

“Gee thanks I totally forgot about telling them.” He said kind of bringing him to reality.

“Yeah your Mom is going to be so happy about having me in the family.” Ellie said giggling.

“Well she might not but I’m thrilled.” He told her attacking her neck and growling.

“JON! That tickles.” She told him squirming underneath him.

“Well it supposed to.” He growled out. “Now let’s stop talking about our parents it’s kind of a turn off you know?” he said as he continued his assault on her neck. She kept on giggling as the phone rang. Jon lifted his head and said, “Fuck!”

“Are you going to answer that?” she asked him.

“Yeah I really should I’m waiting for a call from Tom.” He told her. Getting up from the couch and trying not to squish her he answered the phone. “Hello? Tom Hi.” He waved to Ellie indicating that it was Tom. He stayed on the phone for what seemed like over an hour so she went into the bedroom to read. She knew he didn’t want her getting involved in the business side of things and she didn’t want to be accused of listening in on his phone calls. Finally she heard the phone hang up and he didn’t come right in when he did hang up the phone. She knew that couldn’t be a good sign. So she thought she would just wait and see if he would come in and see what his mood would be like. About fifteen minutes later he finally walked in with a beer and he didn’t look too happy.

“Hey Sweetie is everything ok?’ she asked him,

He looked at her with a not so happy face and he looked like he was going to blow.