Stranded

   

 “What do you mean the roads get flooded? We can’t stay the night Mike and Marsha will kill me! Kill You! John what are we going to do?” she was now getting very upset and he had to calm her down or only God knows what was going to happen.

“Well let me call my folks and then they can explain everything to Mike and Marsha since they know the area better. Will you be alright here while I go call them?” he asked her. She told him she would if he gave her, her pillow back. Shaking his head and smiling he handed her the pillow back and went into the kitchen to call his parents. He explained to them the situation and how Ellie was freaking out on him about it. They understood and told him that they would explain everything to them. He thanked his parents and went back to Ellie who was now sitting up and holding the pillow to her chest. John explained to her his conversation with his parents and that they’ll speak with her cousins for her. But she was still stressing out. “Babe everything’s going to be ok I promise now relax.” But as he said that the lights went out. “Oh shit! Let me go check the generator and see if there’s any gas. I saw a flashlight in the kitchen I won’t be long.” He told her. John went and checked the generator but unfortunately there wasn’t enough gas for the entire night. So he wrote a note to his friend to make sure that he got gas to get him thru the summer. Luckily there wasn’t anything in the frig that could spoil.

Ellie heard John coming back and asked, “John was there a problem with the generator?”

“Yeah there’s not enough gas for the night so I’ll get some more but I’ll leave a note for Tom to make sure he gets more for the summer too.” he told her as he made his way back to the couch.

“Well you did bring your guitar you can always play us something seeing that there’s no electricity.” She said sitting crossed legged on the couch.

“Well I could but I had something else in mind.” He told her as he leaned in to her and put his hands on her face and kissed her gently at first then gradually started to ease up and lean over her so he could passionately kiss her. When they came up for a breather he asked her, “Babe are you ok?”

“Hum um.” She mumbled out still a little shelled shocked over that kiss.

“Ok then how bout we just take it slow and say just over the closes is that ok? That way at least you’ll get use to me touching you in that certain way but not you freaking out on me ok?” he asked her.

Smiling up at him she asked him, “John I told you that I love you. I trust you. And yeah I’m scared but that’s where you come in to make me feel safe right? So make me feel safe.” She told him.  

“Ok then why don’t we take this to the bedroom where we’ll be more comfortable?” he asked her. She agreed and they went into the guest bedroom slowly seeing there were no lights but John usually slept there when he slept over so he knew where he was going. He guided her to the bed and as they reached it he slowly kissed her before he laid her on it. She scooted on in as he followed her as he gently brushed her hair off her face. Looking lovingly at her he told her, “God your beautiful you know that right?” he asked her like she would just know that.

“Johnnnn.”  She squeak and blushed at the same time. He loved making her do that.  “Please if it wasn’t so dark in here I’d say you were blind as a bat.” She told him as she tried to hide her face into the pillow in front of him.

Smiling, “Hey stop that you are beautiful ‘rolling out of the pillow and looking at him’ that’s better I can’t do this if your hiding your head on me.” He told her as he took her face and started to kiss her. As he was kissing her he started to ease over on to her just enough that she could feel something hard on her leg. That was kind of freaking her out again but she kept telling herself that it was just John and he told her that he wouldn’t do anything that she wasn’t ready for. But he kept rubbing his groin on her leg and the only thing was she didn’t know whether he knew he was doing it or not. She was going to let it go for now but it didn’t take him long for him to start feeling her up again but slowly as his hand moved up slowly and then started to knead her right breast with his hand. It wasn’t as bad as she thought. Or was it because of John. Never mind her body was starting to catch on fire and she never felt like this before. And before she knew it she was insync with him in his movements. Things were starting to get hot and heavy because John was getting a little daring as he seemed to forget who he was with and went under her shirt to her bra when she jumped up nearly knocking him off the bed.

“JOHN! What the Hell!” she yelled at him. “We didn’t discuss this.” she yelled to him as he sat up before he was about to fall off.

Huffing and puffing he looked at Ellie kind of dazedly. “Oh man Ellie I’m sorry. I…I forgot who I was with…sorry.” He apologized while putting his hands thru his hair.

Ellie just sat there stunned as he said that. He forgot who he was with? You got to be kidding me! Not only was she stunned but hurt. She scooted up and sat with her knees up and she wrapped her arms around them and trying very hard not to cry. “Excuse me but you forgot that you were with me?” she asked him with a shaky voice and tears starting to go down her cheeks.

John looked at her trying to figure out what was wrong. Then when he heard what she said to him he could have kicked himself.  “Oh Ellie I didn’t mean it that way really I didn’t. Please don’t cry.” He told her as she sat there trying really not to. Moving closer to her, “Ellie look at me please? I just got caught up with what we were doing you know and I just got carried away with myself. I’m not explaining this right. It’s not that I forgot you were with me it’s that I forgot myself. I just got carried away and thought maybe…I’m a jerk ok I’m sorry.” He told her and put his head into his hands.

Ellie looked at him and saw the frustration that was going thru him. She put her hand on his shoulder, “John? I’m sorry that I’m a virgin.” She told him.

John turned around and just stared at her. “What? Why would you say that? There’s nothing wrong with being a virgin Ellie. Don't you ever be ashamed of that.” He told her outright.

“Well if I wasn’t you wouldn’t be frustrated and well mad at me.” She told him as the tears were still running down her face.

“Ellie I’m not mad at you. Yes I’m frustrated but that’s because I’m a guy. That has nothing to do with you directly. I’m sorry I’m putting this all on you. And I’m not sorry that I want you.” He told her.

“John I can’t right now. It’s not because I have my period either I get that next week. You see I have an appointment with my Gyno when I get home you know my yearly appointment. And because of that my Mom goes with me and she talks with him about everything and I mean everything! I had a procedure last year so I’m sure they’re going to touch on that. But if let’s say my Hymen is broken he’s going to tell my Mom and then she’s going to freak and tell my Dad then after they kill me they’re going to tell Mike and Marsha who in turn Mike will kill you. And we’ll never see each other again because I’ll be banned from coming here ever again. I’m still under aged so she gets to come in with me plus being ill and all that. But next year I’ll be eighteen by the time they schedule me so my Mom can’t come in with me next year, so when I get back I’m all yours get my drift?” she explained to him.

John sat there and listened intently. When she was finished he was smiling. “So what you mean when you get back from your folks we can do anything we want?” he asked her happily.

Nodding her head yes, “Yep but I guess right now you can show me a few things we could do before then.” She told him smiling but a little nervous. But she also didn’t want to lose him while she was home so maybe this would show him how much he means to her.

“Wait a minute just a second ago you weren’t too sure what changed?” he wanted to know.

“You really don’t know do you? Because you tried to explain to me that your sexual frustration isn’t my fault. I don’t think another guy would do that for me. In fact I wouldn’t even have a boyfriend to be honest if I stayed home. But something tells me you’d tell my brother to go leap off a building if he told you to back off right?” she asked him.

“Well let’s just say nobody would keep us apart. And as for you wanting to um learn yeah there’s a few things we can do and it will certainly help. But I want you to be absolutely sure ok because once we start Baby it won’t be fair to either of us to stop in the middle of it.” He told her honestly.

“I understand I really do. You know I’m not that stupid you know.” She told him smirking.

Moving back over to her and sitting next to her, “Well we can make out some more if you want.” He said to her as he bumped her with his shoulder.

“Yeah but it seems anything we do gets you really worked up.” She told him bumping him back.

“Yeah well that’s because I’m a seventeen year old guy. Just you looking at me gets me worked up.” He told her smiling this smile that nearly killed her. “Are you alright? You look kind of pale.” He asked her.

Ellie was just staring at him because it was like all of a sudden he looked different to her. When he smiled that smile something came over her and her heart nearly jumped out of her chest. “No I’m fine really. I just love you I really love you John.” She told him as her heart pounded so hard she thought he could hear it.

“Yeah I really love you to Ellie more than you’ll ever know. What you say we try and get some sleep ok?” he asked her.

“But the storm is still going I’ll never sleep.” She told him.

“Well have you even heard it while we’ve been in here? And I’m here to protect you so you don’t have to worry ok?” he said trying to convince her that everything is fine.

“Ok but it’s kind of early isn’t it?” she asked him.

“Yeah let me look at my watch hang on.” John went and got the flashlight and flashed it on his watch. It said seven fifteen p.m. John told her and went and got back into the bed. “Well it is still kind of early I could get my guitar and play you a few things if you want or…” but before he finished Ellie leaned in and this time she initiated the kiss.

After he looked at her and said, “Wow what prompted this?” he said happily.

“Oh I don’t know you looked really cute when you said that you would protect me.” She told him still a little out of breath.

“Really now…well like I said we can do other things if you want to? Or I could still play the guitar if you want?’ he told her.

“I don’t care whatever you want.” She told him.

“Well why don’t we get ready for bed first.” He told her and he got out of the bed and started to strip off his shirt. She just watched him do this and didn’t know what to say but when he started to take off his pants she nearly choked.

“Um John what are you doing?” she asked nervously.

“I’m just taking my clothes off so I can sleep. Are you going to sleep in yours?” he asked her grinning.

“I dunno know.” She told him.

“Well why don’t you strip down to your bra and panties so we can cuddle then we can take things possibly to another level only if you want to ok?” he asked her.

She looked at him nervously but she did say that she did want that. She did want to trust him and she did love him. It wasn’t like they were going to go all the way. And she was going to have to tell him something that he probably wasn’t going to like. So she stripped down to her bra and panties and boy she had to keep telling herself that it was just like wearing a bikini no big deal. John looked real cute in his boxers. She only thought fathers wore them but John looked adorable.

“You know you look gorgeous. Come here.” John told her. They met in the middle of the bed and John stroked her arm then wrapped it around her waist. He kissed her and slowly laid her on the bed. They made out for quite a while and it got to a point where she trusted John enough to let him take off her bra. When he did she didn’t know how to react so she just looked away as he seemed mesmerized by her. “Ellie look at me please.” He told her. She looked back at him blushing. “You really don’t know how beautiful you are do you? Don't you ever be embarrass and just remember I love you so much.” He told her as he gently touched her around her breast before he went down and started to kiss each one. Her eyes started to flicker before they rolled into the back of her head when he took one of her nipples into his mouth. Then he heard her gasp and her heavy breathing he knew she was enjoying what he was doing. He could do something else he thought but that would be too personal and invasive right now and didn’t want to scare her off. He went back up to kiss her as he wrapped her I his arms tight. Then he rolled over on to his back still holding on to her so she could lay her head on his chest. “You all right?” he asked her.

Nodding and then answering him, “Yeah I’m fine blissfully fine.” She said happily. 

“Yeah me too.” He told her holding on for dear life. “Why don’t we try to get a little sleep and maybe we can well you know do it again if you want.” He told her.

“Ah yeah but you did it to me you didn’t get any satisfaction.” She told him.

“That’s what you think Baby. Believe me with you this is ten times better. I’m with the person I love.” He told her as he kissed the top of her head. Ellie could have jumped out of her skin. They dosed off for a few hours while the storm was winding down.

John woke up around one a.m. and realized he wasn’t dreaming when he had Ellie in his arms. He just laid there for a while holding her, feeling her, listening to her breathing. He couldn’t have been more happier in that moment as if he was on stage playing and singing. He finally started to stroke her arms just to keep feeling her when finally she started to move and flit her eyes open. Looking down at her he said, “Hey beautiful did I wake you?”

“No not really I’m just a light sleeper that’s all. I may sleep late into the morning but that’s because I don’t sleep much at night. It drives my parent’s nuts.” She told him.

“Really you’re a night owl too?” he asked her.

“Kind of but not the way you think.” She said.

“What do you mean?” he wanted to know.

“Well I think your night life is different from mine. Your’s is in clubs playing while mine is staying up watching t.v. because I have insomnia or I think it could be my med’s or the fact that they play my favorite show’s from midnight and on. Can’t seem to get enough of them. It’s my way of getting lost for a while an hour here an hour there of me not being me. Sounds stupid I know but I just needed to get away for while and it just helps. Oh God I never told anyone that before.” She said to him a little embarrassed.

He knew she was upset over that they led two different worlds. “Sweetie what’s wrong? Are you upset that I’m more outgoing than you? Because I’m not. Anyone who knows me knows that I’m shy as hell.” He told her.

Ellie got up on her elbow and looked at him wide-eyed. “You’re kidding me right? You shy I don’t think so.” She said sarcasticly.

“Yeah I am. I was scared to death to even approach you and if you hadn’t fainted that day I have no idea how I would have even approached you again so thank you for that.” He said as he tapped her nose.

“Stop that.” She told him smiling.

“No.” he said back grinning his wicked grin. He pulled down the blanket exposing her breast to him as he started to caress the left one gently. She hissed a little as this was a new sensation for her and he loved that he was the one giving that to her. Then he lifted his hand and put it behind her head and pulled her down to him so she was lying on top and his other arm around her waist and was kissing her passionately. He then rolled her over on her back so he was lightly laying on her so he could have a better position when he moved his hand over her. John didn’t want to rush her so he just let them make out some like they did earlier with some light petting on his part.

Ellie never felt like this in her entire life. Even thou they were both very young this felt very real and not only was she in love with this boy she trusted him where she learned a long time ago not to trust anyone but her family. There was just something about him thou she thought that she could trust him especially when she looked into those deep blue eyes of his. They went on for a while and this strange sensation came across her but she didn’t say anything to him as they kept on kissing and touching each other. But John finally did discover something when his hand went roaming south and came across her panties a little wet well more than a little and she jumped embarrassed as hell because she didn’t know exactly what had happened. She thought something had happened during the night so when John touched her there she nearly died. She never thought that he would go there seeing he was interested in her breast the first time. He knew that she was embarrassed and knew she didn’t know what happened to her.

“Ellie it’s ok really everything is ok. Don't you know what happened?” he said as loving as he could.

Looking down at his chest and shaking her head no, “No did I do something bad or wrong?” she asked him wanting to cry.

“No Baby oh God how do I explain this to you. Girls well cum differently than guys do. Which is good because it prepares you for us to coat you for when we you know enter you so you’re not dry and we don’t rip you apart. You never took this in school did you?” he asked her. She just shooked her head no. John tried to explain the best he could why she got wet and why guys liked it. She just stared at him as he explained and she just tried her best to understand everything he was saying.    

“Jon could you just do me a favor?” she asked him when she thought he was finished explaining.

“Yeah sure what Hon.” He said hoping he could keep it.

“When were out in public and when someone makes a crude joke or a joke that you don’t think I get but I laugh at anyway…well will you not embarrass me and make fun of me in front of everyone please?” she asked him with a sullen face.

John looked at her and couldn’t understand why she would ask him that. “Yeah sure but why would you think that I would do that to you?” He asked.

“No reason it’s just that it’s easy to get caught up when your with your friends and if your drinking especially and laughing and having fun and then you look over at me and I’m just sitting there and you know I’m not getting the jokes and what’s funnier than busting me for not knowing what they’re about right. That’s all.” She told him looking down again.

His eyes got wide and couldn’t figure out why she would ask that. “Baby I wouldn’t do that. I just don’t understand why out of the blue you would ask me that?” he wanted to know.

“It’s just that it’s happened before and I just don’t want you to do it to me ok?” she asked him.

“Well who the hell has done this to you and I’ll take care of them.” He told her.

“No, no I already took care of it I beat the shit out of them. But I just wanted to make sure that I’d ask you NOT to do it to me that way we’d already have that nipped in the butt so to speak.” She told him.

John just looked at her and couldn’t understand her sometimes. “You already took care of the ones who embarrassed you? Who the hell did it then?” he needed to know and now.

“Oh it was my brothers and of course they were with their friends. They thought it was funny because they all know I’m a Princess and a well virgin and thought it would be funny. That was until I swung at them. Plus that included David too ha ha.” she told him laughing.

Grinning, “Ok you come here tell everyone you’re sick but yet you tell me stories on how you beat up these guys. So what’s up with that?” he asked her smirking.

“I’m the oldest five John and I have mostly older cousins and I was bullied in school and so are my siblings. We fought with our neighbors kids growing up which we’re all best friends with and I’m over protective of my siblings. Yes I’m sick but that won’t stop me from hurting someone I love. I’ve been in pain my whole entire young life a little more won’t hurt me. That’s how I see it and when Dorothea and her little whores came up to me that day I didn’t care I would of given them everything I had and believe me I would of came out the winner.” She told him smiling.

Laughing John replied, “Damn and I thought Jersey girls were tough.”

“Well apparently they never have gone up against us Massachusetts girl’s now have they.” she told him and kissing him hard. About fifteen minutes later John started groaning and Ellie could feel why. She pulled apart from him and asked him, “John are you ok?”

He really didn’t want to turn over because he was harder than he was in a long time. “Yeah I um I’m…” he tried to get out.

“John I know I can feel it on my stomach or well you know and it’s really poking me. Is it supposed to be that hard because it kind of hurts when you stab me with it.” She told him shyly. Now it was John’s turn to hide his face in the pillow. Ellie saw him stuff his face in the pillow and was afraid she said something wrong so she asked him. “John did I say something wrong?”

John took his face out of the pillow and turned to her, “No sweetie now I’m just embarrassed that’s all. Which is kind of funny that’s all.” He said to her.

“Why?” she wanted to know.

He really couldn’t tell her not know. Not at this moment not what they were having between them. “It’s just that I’m telling you that it’s ok and here I am shy about me turning purple right?” he told her.

“Oh I get it you need to you know. John I can’t do blow jobs. I just can’t. Because well when my brother had his first one well he woke me up to tell me about this girl, she just did it to him and he thought he saw Jesus and well I just told him to go wake up our other brother because I didn’t want to hear it but he got scared then well we talked and let’s just say I can’t do it after what he told me. It’s just to gross that’s baby making crap that goes down your throat and it looks like snot! Plus Joe said it does taste like crap, too salty. I’d vomit in a second.” As she was going on and on about this John just listened and then busted out laughing. She looked at him in shock and didn’t know how to respond to that. “Are you laughing at me?” she asked him almost in tears.

“Yeah, yeah I am Baby because I never heard it described like that before. Baby making crap or snot. Oh my God I love you.” He told her as he took her head and pulled her down and kissed her with everything he had. Ellie had to wiggle herself out of his grip but he wasn’t going to let her go so easily.

“John! Stop it!” she squealed as she kept trying to get free.

“Why come on kiss me.” He whined. 

“No you said that was hurting you. Shouldn’t you well, you know do something about it?” she asked him concerned.

“Probably because if you or if I move the wrong way now it’s going to hurt like a bitch. Ok, ok look I’ll go into the bathroom and take care of this ok?” he told her.

“Oh ok will it be hard to do?” she asked him not knowing how the guys do it.

Smiling but he did promise not to tease her about things like this so he let that one go, “Um it’s call jerking off or masturbating.  There’s other words for it to Hon but we’ll just stick with those for now.” He told her.

“I know the words dummy but how do you do it, is what I’m asking.” She told him seriously.

“Oh ok I um take my hand and I rub it up and down my penis in different motions til I get the right rhythm and then when I get that feeling when I want to cum I speed up a little and then boom it spurts out just like if you’re having sex I guess.” He explained to her.

She listened intently then asked, “So why do you need to have someone do a blow job when they can do that to you?” she wanted to know.

“Chuckling, “Because it feels more like sex when it’s a BJ than when you do a hand job Babe. Plus it’s a better sensation when it’s in the mouth.” He told her smiling.

“Oh then can I ask you this? Why the hell are you with me when you seem you can get any girl to have sex with and to do basically anything you want too with than with me who is a stupid virgin and if and when we do it will still have limits because I won’t do certain things nope, nada, forget it. I just don’t get it John.” She asked him again.

John wasn’t laughing anymore. He looked her in the eyes and said, “Because that’s easy I love you. And I know you love me because you wouldn’t be here right now doing what we’re doing right?” he asked her. Smiling she knew he was right. “You know I could do this right here it would be a lot easier and faster if I had a little inspiration to help get this done.” He told her.

“Inspiration? Is that all I have to do?” she asked him.

“We’ll see. Um seeing I’m a little indisposed could you get some paper towels from the kitchen Babe?” he asked her. She said yes and went to go get them. John was happy that he didn’t have to do this alone. He had been doing this almost every morning since he realized he had feelings for her and now this was somewhat of a dream to come true tonight with them being somewhat together. Ellie had returned with the paper towels and crawled back next to John. John explained to her what he was going to do and if that was going to bother her. Ellie told him why should it but there was one problem. She never seen a penis before and babies don’t count. John laughed and told her no, babies didn’t count. John took off his boxers which he had no problem doing, he certainly didn’t seem shy slipping them off in front of her. Ellie on the other hand was blushing from ear to ear which he found incredibly cute.

“Ok Babe normally this is where the girls would put the penis in their mouth and start to pump it and lick it up and down. Me I’m going to just pump it with my hand. Oh is there any lotion in the bathroom?” he asked her.

“I didn’t see any when I was in there but I could go look.” She told him.

“No that’s ok I need to take care of this now.” He told her as he wrapped his hand around it and started to pump it. John saw Ellie staring at him and wanted to know why she had a concerned look on her face. Inhaling, “Babe what’s wrong?”

“Nothing finish up and then I’ll tell you.” She told him. So John with his free hand held Ellie’s and it didn’t take long for him to cum on his stomach which Ellie found fascinating. She found that whole penis thing fascinating. She saw John make a face and groaned out several expletives but when everything was done he was content. She gave him some paper towels and he cleaned himself up.

“You know Ellie it’s only around four we can still get some sleep and then get up around seven take a shower and you can clean your panties so well you know, then we can head for breakfast before I drop you off. How does that sound?” he asked her smiling.

“That sounds fine John I could use some more sleep to be honest.” She told him.

“Hey wasn’t there something you want to tell me?” he asked her taking her in his arms so they try and get some more sleep.

“You know I forgot. I really must be tired.” She told him. He kissed her on top of her head and they didn’t wake up til about six forty-five a.m. John found a robe for Ellie to wear and as she was taking care of what she needed he jumped into the shower. He tried to talk her into showering with him to save water but she declined saying that she needed to get her things finished before she took her shower. He just chuckled and took his so she could jump in so they could get out of there. They were able to hit the road about eight-thirty a.m. which wasn’t bad but the roads were still pretty bad getting out. The bridge was out on one way so John had to drive the long way around which put them an hour out. Luckily when they got on the main highway they were able to stop for a quick bite to eat as Ellie was starting to get a little car sick seeing she didn’t have anything in her stomach and her head was starting to hurt but she didn’t want to tell John that as she knew it was because she needed to eat.

 Back home the Bongiovi’s were fine knowing that John had stayed out before and knew Ellie was in good hands but the Levine’s were a little livid because they thought that Ellie was coming home last night but instead spent the night with a seventeen year old boy who liked their cousin very much. And in Michael’s eyes anything could have happened. He didn’t care what the Bongiovi’s were telling them he went off on them saying a few things that he shouldn’t have. Of course Carol got very offended in what he had said thinking that her son was a pervert. John and Marsha were trying very hard to calm their significant others down and telling them that each of them had level heads of their shoulders. Tony and Matt were on the front porch watching everything and knew John was in trouble when he got home or thought he would be the way the grownups were acting. They just hope that Pop wouldn’t be too hard on him like he usually would be when he got into trouble. He usually couldn’t sit for a full day when he did. To say they were scared for their brother was an understatement. Finally Marsha was able to talk Michael to go into the house with her and Mom and Pop went inside also telling the boys to follow suit. It wasn’t long that John finally pulled up I front of their house.   

Ellie was half asleep when he leaned over to wake her up. “Hey beautiful wake up we’re home.” He said as he stoked her cheek.

Inhaling deeply she turned her head and smiled at him. “Hi.” She said to him.

He leaned in again to kiss her and as he did that Carol came running out yelling his name. John shot up, “Oh crap what the fuck?” he said as he and Ellie both sat up. Luckily John Sr. was right behind her.

“This doesn’t look good John.” Ellie said scared to death.

John just looked at her, “No babe it doesn’t I think we’re screwed. Whatever happens we did nothing wrong and we did nothing absolutely nothing you got that?” he told her looking very seriously at her. She just looked at him and shooked her head yes in acknowledgement.