Missing You

The next few weeks were interesting. Colton got back to them and they were not happy to find out that the cocaine amount in the supplements were triple the amount. That sent Jon off. But luckily Ellie was able to calm him down and they all talked it out so that they kept all the evidence and shipped it out to Tom to hold so they could build a case against him.

Morning had arrived and it was a day off for them seeing they had just played three straight days in a row and they were exhausted. They were able to stay one more night where they were but tomorrow they had to take off for God only knows where, they just went where they were told. The only good thing he knew was that Ellie was able to extend her visit for another week and he was ecstatic over that. He thought maybe he could get thru the next two months if she could get away one more time before the tour ends. He reached over next to him and could feel her warm soft back as she was lying sideways almost on her stomach. Her long sandy brown hair lying on her back. He gently took his hand and started to caress her back up and down as she started to move. Smiling, he moved closer and wrapped one arm around her and then nuzzling her neck and licking her ear. Finally opening her eyes and groaning as he was massaging her breast and feeling his erection on her backside she turned on her back so she could face him.

But before she could say anything he capture her mouth with his and explored hers while his tongue gently kissing hers. Finally coming up for breath he looked into her hazel greenish eyes, “Morning.” He said breathlessly.

“Morning to you too. How am I ever going to be able to go home when you have me so spoiled.” she asked him smiling like a goof.

Looking at her so lovingly he asked her, “What? What do I have you so spoiled at?”

“Well I usually don’t get waken up like this unless I’m with you. Usually I get stomped on by a six year old who wants his breakfast or to see if Grandpa is up yet so they can have breakfast together.” She laughed.

Jon just looked at her kind of solemnly. “What is it Honey?” she asked him worried all of a sudden.

“Nothing it’s nothing really.” He told her ready to roll off of her but she wouldn’t let him.

“Oh no you don’t. We told each other no more secrets so what’s up?” she wanted to know.

“Ok (pause) I should know that. I should know those things about my son. And I should be the one that he wants to do those things with.” He told her.

She understood how he felt. She kissed him and told him, “Jon you know you can’t because of your schedule. Even if we do have more kids it’s still going to happen because you’re going to be on the road we know that to so don’t beat yourself up about it. You will have your time with him and he does have special moments with you he already told me he can’t wait when your home so you two can have your breakfast together and watch your cartoons he said. He wanted to tell you he can’t wait to watch Bugs Bunny and the Duck with you when you come home.” she told him.

“Wait he really said that?” he asked her smiling.

“Yeah why?” she said giggling.

“That’s great Baby! I mean…” he kissed her hard and rolled totally on her as they were kissing passionately and he showed her just how much he loved her. When they decided to come up for air they both were hungry and need water badly. So Jon called down to room service. At least this Hotel had better room service than the previous ones had.   

Jon was still feeling horny and was still grabbing at Ellie as she was squealing when the phone rang. “Ah SHIT! Don't answer that!” he said to her.

“Jon you know you have to. I don’t want you to either but you know you do.” She whined right back at him.

Rolling over her and growling and her giggling he answered the phone, “Hello?” he answered pissed off. He just heard Doc going off into the phone at him as he mouthed ‘Doc’ to her. She just shooked her head and flashed him by taking the blankets and fanning herself off and on with them. He took his index finger and just shook it at her with his lips in sucker look. She knew she was in trouble. Finally he was able to get a word in, “Doc yes we’ll be ready tomorrow like we have been the last three and a half months. We haven’t been late yet have we? No. And yes she’s still with me and will be til the end of the week so get over it. She hasn’t been in the way the whole time she’s been here. So see you late tomorrow morning Bye!” and he hung up. “Oh my God he’s an idiot. He hasn’t really checked up on us this whole time until you got here. Or should I say everytime you get here.” He said really annoyed.

  “Well he just wants to make sure his money train is still running that’s all. Plus he also wants to make sure I’m not the Yoko in his Jon.” She told him as she giggled over that.

“Oh you just think you’re so damn funny don’t you?” he asked her crawling to her on the bed.

“If I say yes will you do that thing again that you did with your tongue?” she asked him smiling and giving him her puppy dog eyes.

“Oh I should spank you that’s what I should do.” he told her as he leaned in and kissed her lightly.

“Maybe if you’re a good boy I’ll let you do that too.” She told him when they parted as she winked at him.

“Oh God you are trying to kill me aren’t you?” he asked her as he collapsed on her with a smile a mile long. She laughed her head off at his theatrics. God she so could get use to this with no problem. She loved him so much.

“So Bongiovi what are we going to do now?” she asked him running her hands thru his hair.

“Oh I can think of a few things.” He told her as he turned quickly and grabbed her as she squealed. He certainly wasn’t going to waste his day off worrying about Doc or anything else for that matter until he had too.

********************************************************************

 The week went by too fast for Jon. He couldn’t get enough of Ellie as it was and didn’t know when she could get back again. They were in the car saying goodbye when finally Rich B. had to knock to tell them that the plane was getting ready to start entry to the plane. “Crap I so don’t want you to leave Baby.” He told her holding her tight.

“I know I don’t want to leave either and we do this everytime I leave. It’s getting harder and harder Jon.” She told him trying hard not to cry.

“You’re telling me?” as he looked down.

“That’s not funny!” she told him as she hit his arm as he laughed.

“That’s better thou at least I got a smile on your face. It will be ok I promise. Just give Jimmy a big kiss and hug from me and tell him I’ll see him soon. I love you El.” He told her and kissed her like she would remember it all the way home.

Smiling when they parted, “I love you too Jon. Don't worry I’ll tell Jimmy Daddy loves him” she said as Rich B. was now banging on the window.

“We hear you she’ll be right there!” he screamed. “You better go Babe before they take off without you. Call me when you get home alright I don’t care what time it is here.” He told her.

Looking at each other she got out of the car as Rich had her carry on and they made a beeline for the plane. Jon just watched them go into the terminal as his heart went with her.

*******************************************************************

 Another month went by and Jon just his usual self, grumpy. But he was doing what Colton told him to do except for the stimulants. But when Doc asked Colton for a report Colton did tell him that he was giving Jon them and with Jon’s attitude with Ellie gone Doc didn’t know the difference. They were now touring the last half with Kiss now and couldn’t wait for this tour to finish. A little over a month to go and they were going to take a month off despite what Doc said. If he wanted them to go into the studio and start recording some of the songs he and Richie already have and having to write with Desmond Child then he was going to have to let them do this or there wasn’t going to be a third album. He didn’t care they would do it on their terms when Tom would get rid of him after all the tie up’s in court would be done.

The tour was going even better as they were head lining with Kiss and they were getting better exposure on this the last leg on this tour. At least Jon was happy about that. It was one of the guys days off as they had the night before just got in from some interviews and photo shoots they had then they rushed to the airport from Paris so they could head out to Cannes where they were playing for five days with only one day off in between. Jon was exhausted so he slept in til eleven which when he woke to use the bathroom he couldn’t get back to sleep. So he called down for room service to get his caffeine fix fast. Lighting a cigarette he sat back and thought about what Ellie and Jimmy would be doing. God he missed them. He waited for room service to come and then he finished his cigarette. Pouring his coffee he took the phone and hoped someone would be up to answer the phone.

*********************************************************************

 Beth and Sean were up getting ready for school seeing that both of them were in high school. Beth got up a little earlier than Sean because she had to catch the bus seeing she went to Vocational School because she wanted to be a hair stylist/cosmologist. Sean went to the local High School in town. So when the phone rang Beth answered it.

Sean was eating his cereal when it rang. “Who is calling at this time?” he asked his sister curious.

“How do I know but I better answer it before the whole house wakes up…Hello? Oh Hi Jon yeah but she’s sleeping. Ok but it’s your head.” She told him when she put the phone down and went up to her sisters room to get her.

“Ellie wake up…wake up there a call for you.” She shooked her sister hard.

Rolling over and not looking happy, “What!”

“I said there’s a call for you just go pick it up ok it’s Jon I need to get ready before I miss the bus.” She whispered to her so Jimmy wouldn’t wake up.

Ellie slowly got up still half asleep. She walked down the stairs and took the phone. “Hello?”

“Hey Babe sorry I had Beth wake you but I really just needed to hear your voice.” He told her.

“Huh? Jon? K.” was all she could get out at the moment as she was trying to wake up.

“Babe are you ok?” he asked her.

“Yeah I will be. Are you?” she asked him.

Sighing, “I’m sorry I woke you up I shouldn’t have called this early.” He told her feeling guilty now.

“No it’s ok Honey just give me a second to wake up. I was really under that’s all. I’ve been up for a couple of nights now Jimmy’s been sick so when he’s sick I don’t sleep and last night was the first night I got any sleep in two nights that’s all.” She told him.

“What did he have? Why didn’t you call me?” Jon blurted out concerned.

“Hey calm down will ya. He had the flu and I didn’t call you because what could you do? Plus I was a little busy with him throwing up and diarrhea for two days. He’s just been able to get food into him like soup and crackers which is a good sign. But if you think you could have handled that I’m sure next time I’ll be glad to let you handle it.” She told him giggling.

“No, no that’s ok I’ll let you handle the sick part any time Dear. But he’s doing better right?” he asked concerned for his son.

“Yeah he’ll be fine. But unfortunately it’s been going thru the house too. We’ve all had it. Mom is the last one with Jimmy that is to have it and I’m just praying I don’t get it again. It doesn’t last long about four to five good days but that’s enough. Ok then so what’s up with you? Why are you calling?” she wanted to know.

“It will sound stupid.” He told her.

“Jon it won’t sound stupid to me just tell me what’s the matter? You wouldn’t have called me if you didn’t have a reason.” She told him concerned for him.

“Ok I just wanted to hear your voice I told you that. I’m sitting here and well I just started to think about you and Jimmy and I really needed to hear you. I really need to touch you but since I can’t I’ll take the second best thing which is your voice. But I’d give anything right now to hold you, touch you, kiss you.” He told her in his deep whiskey voice.

Looking around the room Sean had gone downstairs to his room to get dressed and Beth ran up to hers to. “Yeah I know I feel the same way Sweetie. But it won’t be much longer now and we’ll be together. The nice part is I won’t have to look around and see who’s looking to see if I’m going to talk dirty to my Fiancé on the phone.” She told him giggling.

“Why do they do that to you?” he asked her kind of shocked.

“Are you kidding me? I don’t know whose worse the kids or the parents. I just wonder if we’ll be like them in say twenty years.” She was laughing when Beth came down the stairs.

“What’s so funny?” Beth asked.

“Nothing mind your own Bee’s wax.” Ellie said to her sister as Beth stuck out her tongue to her.

“You see what I mean they listen in on everything here.” Ellie said pissed.

“Well I have the same problem here to Babe. I swear to God every time you and I tried to kiss, hug or when we were holed up in the hotel they would tease the living hell out of me something fierce.  They didn’t want to do it in front of you just yet and scare you off.” He said chuckling.

“Well good I’m glad I’m not sure I could take it because it was bad enough when you were passed out they were giving me crap.” She snicker.

 “What kind of crap? Do I have to talk to them?” he asked her curious.

“Oh God no Honey we’re all fine trust me. And trust me that they love you very much. I never saw a bunch of guys go to bat for anyone like they did for you. They really protected you and I think you need to know something.” She said.

“What Babe?” Jon asked not knowing what the hell it could be because the guys usually tell him everything.

“Well something happened when you were under that stimulant and well you accused Richie and I of something but I think you really hurt his feeling more than you hurt mine.” She told him.

“Oh God what was it El what the hell did I say?” he asked her as his stomach dropped.

“Well Richie was trying to get you to calm down I forgot exactly, but then you wanted me because you were angry at me and well Richie didn’t want me anywhere near you and like a caveman you started screaming Well she’s my Woman then something about Oh My God you wanted to fuck her don’t you, you always wanted to fuck her. Then I think that’s when Tico and Dave walked in and the look on Richie’s face was well…I’ll never forget it because the hurt that you well… would think he would try and take me from you, he wouldn’t do that. Then you made a beeline for me and well Tico he grabbed you and you went down and hard. One punch too Honey. Anyway they put you on the bed and I sat with you til you woke up.” She explained to him.

Jon sat there feeling like a heel. Running his hand over his face then his hair as he took a deep breath he asked her, “Tell me I really didn’t say that?”

“Yeah you did. And the look in your eyes Hon all I can say is Wow you were really pissed at him. Well you were really pissed at the two of us. For some reason you thought that Richie and I were fooling around on you. Can I ask why?” she wanted to know.

“Yeah I think it stems back with Diane and him and the funny thing is I really can’t blame Richie. It was the Fahrenheit tour and well we were all kind of wild back then and I had broke it off with Dotty for one of the hundredth times so she was a rebound and I was extremely busy doing what I normally do anyway and she wanted me twenty four hours and I couldn’t give that to her. So apparently the time I wasn’t with her she found someone to keep her busy. He fended her off for quite a time so she found others to keep her busy I found out but Rich was the last guy I guess because when I found him with her I showed her the road home. I guess when I was juiced up I was taking out my frustration out on him thinking he was going to take you from me too. I’m sorry Babe.” He told her quietly.

“Jon it’s ok but maybe you need to talk to Richie about this? Clear the air with him. You guys have been thru too much to let her come between you two.” Ellie told him.

“Thanks Babe you know how much I love you?” He was telling her when they both heard…

“Mommieeeee! Mommieeeee!” Jimmy was crying out. 

“Is that Jimmy? Is he ok?” Jon franticly was asking.

“Jimmy Mommy will be right there Honey. Yes it’s him and calm down. He’s just woken up ok? I just need to go check on him and give him his morning meds. Oh and hopefully be able to get some breakfast in him without him throwing it back up. I gotta go Sweetheart I’ll call you later?” she asked him.

“Please I want to know how he’s doing ok?” he told her concerned.

“Will do Love you bye.” she told him and hung up.

*********************************************************************

Jon sat there even more upset now not knowing how Jimmy was or how Ellie was dealing with everything. He felt he should be there with her helping out. He thought that Ellie was going to be able to come back out one more time to be with him before they headed home but now with Jimmy sick and her Mom it doesn’t look that way. He finished his food and his coffee and then went to take his shower. He hated so much to take his pleasure out this way but he had no choice. Hearing her voice and daydreaming of what they had the last time she was there well he got himself off which didn’t take long and he well he was glad for that. He didn’t want to spend all day in here. Once done he cleaned himself off good and finished up so he could get dressed and see what the others were going to be doing. It was still a little early for the rest of them to be up so he grabbed his guitar and note pad and sat on the couch and just let the music flow thru him.

A few hours had gone by and as Jon was working by himself when there was a knock on his door. He wasn’t too keen to jump up at the moment so he let it go until there was banging finally on the other side.

“KIDD! YOU UP?” Richie yelled.

“YEAH I”LL BE RIGHT THERE!” Jon yelled back. He put his guitar down and went to answer the door. “Hey Rich come on in.”

“So what’s up for today we have the whole day to ourselves. No interviews, no photo shoots, no nothing. So whatcha you wanna do?” Richie asked him rubbing his hands together.

“Oh I don’t know Rich I was goofing around writing for a while. You want to go grab your guitar?” he asked him blaise.

“First of all no and second of all what’s up with you? We have the fucking day to ourselves and you want to stay indoors?  Come on the guys want to go out and see the sites. Where in freaking Cannes so let’s go see the sites and um Alec’s got the name of a strip club not too far from here so what the hell right. I’m mean Ellie should be ok with it as long as you look and not touch right?” Richie laughed.

“A strip club Rich? Come on look I need to call Ellie back in a little while so I need to stay here and work on a few things but if you want to go be my guest.” Jon told him rolling his eyes.

“What? Are you pussied whipped already? It’s one day Kidd come on let’s go. Let’s have some fun like we used to huh?” Richie said as he was teasing him.

“Look Rich Jimmy is sick and I want to know how he’s doing ok? She had to get off the phone with me earlier because he woke up and she needed to tend to him. The flu has been going around their house and I’m just hoping that she doesn’t get it again. Her immune system if I remember isn’t that great and I want to spend a lot of time with her when we get home. (pause) Oh don’t look at me like that. Yes I’m being selfish ok big fucking deal.” He said giving Richie a look.

Looking at Jon with a smile on his face and then chuckling, “I didn’t say anything other than if you wanted to go out with us and that your pussied whip which was a joke. Jon I know Ellie and I know she wouldn’t care if you went out with us as long as you don’t get drunk and be stupid that’s all.” He said to him with a leer of a smile.

“Really Rich? We bringing that up again?” Jon asked with the stink eye.

“No I’m not I’m just reminding you not to get blisted that’s all.  Now come on come out with us and let’s have some fun?” Richie whined to him while making a puppy dog face.

“Fine if I go will you guys stop bugging me about it?” Jon asked him.

“Yes.” He told him.

“Fine then I’ll go ok.” He told Rich as he let out a holler and left to tell the other guys.