Monday, November 21, 2016

Daddy's Learning


They were cuddled up on the couch watching a movie when they heard the front door open and Jared yelled to Ellie that they were home. They hadn’t told Jimmy that Jon was home so when they walked together in the front hall and Jimmy saw his Dad his face lit up.
 “DADDY!” he yelled and ran to him and jumped in his arms.
“Well I can get used to greetings like this. So how’s my little man doing?” he asked him as Jimmy was still hugging him.
Pulling away from him he told him, “I’m doing great Daddy you wantya see my new room it’s awesome! And I have all these neat things I want to show you and…” but Jon was laughing and told him that he would see everything in a few as he watched Ellie talking to Jared.
“Thanks Jared so I’ll see you when I need you and then ok?” she said to him.
“No problem then I’ll see you Bye.” And he left without saying anything to Jon as she instructed.
“What he couldn’t talk to me I wanted to talk to him about Jimmy’s security.” He told her miffed.
“Why Jon we discussed this. He’s doing everything I asked him to do and more and the more you stay away from him the better right now. Can we not do this right now in front of Jimmy?” she asked him more with her eyes than anything.
“Fine we’ll talk later but I’m the one that hired these guys in the first place. I just want to go over what they’re doing to keep my family safe. You know they’re nuts out there that would like to get in here to grab what they could you know? I just want to know that you two are safe is that ok?” he asked her giving her a kiss on her temple.
“Stop trying to be cute. Now go play while I set up Jimmy’s snack for him.” She told him.
“Mommy set Daddy up some too ok?” he told his Mom.
“Oh I will Sweetheart.” She told them and went towards the kitchen as Jon winked at her.
She had set out Jimmy’s snack and one for Daddy as well so Jimmy could sit with him and still have his time with him. Ellie even started dinner so it would be ready in time so Jimmy could watch a little t.v with him. She was just getting the roast in the oven when they both came laughing into the kitchen.
“So I see my men are having a good time together.” She said to them as she put the cover on the veggies.
Jimmy sat down and started with his cookies as he saw his parents were talking but wanted his Dad to sit with him. “Daddy come sit with me.” He whined to him.
“Yeah just a sec Hon. (turning to Ellie) So when do you and I get some alone time Babe?” he asked her wrapping his arms around her waist.
“When your son is sound asleep that’s when.” She smiled at him.
“DADDY!” Jimmy yelled.
Jon turned around and yelled at him. “Jimmy What!”
Well Ellie was a little shocked as Jimmy started to cry at his father yelling at him.
“Good Jon. You didn’t have to yell at him. He just wanted your attention.” She told him as she walked over to her son to calm him.
Jon stood there not knowing what he did wrong. “El I told him to wait and he didn’t. So he starts to whine? No he has to learn.” Jon told her.
“And he will because we’ll teach him. But not by yelling at him ok? Just because our parents did it that way doesn’t mean that we’ll do it that way. I’m not saying that we won’t always not yell because we will. And he just thought you wanted to be with him because you’ve been with him all afternoon so when you weren’t listening to him he yelled to you.” She explained to her fiance while holding her son.
Inhaling and slowly blowing it out he walked over to both of them. Jimmy wouldn’t look at him at first he had his head buried in his Mommy’s shoulder. That about killed Jon. “Hey little man I’m so sorry I yelled at you. Daddy didn’t mean it. I’m still new to this whole Daddy thing Honey and I forgot myself. I’m so used to having so many people talking to me at one time I forgot my manners when it comes to the people I love the most. Will you please forgive me?” he asked his son.
Jimmy was moving a little and finally he turned his head to look at his Daddy with his wet little eyes. Shaking his head yes, “Um um I forgive you Daddy.” As he reached out for Jon. Well that made Jon feel like he could conquer the world as his son reached out for him. He took Jimmy in his arms and hugged him tight as tears were now forming in Jon’s eyes which made Ellie smile.
“Well if the two of you are ok now why don’t you finish eating your snacks while I continue dinner and then you two can go watch some t.v. for a while alright?” she told them. Well that’s what they did and when they finished they went off. About two hours later Ellie had dinner on the table and everything seemed to be fine. Jon helped her clean up after and then Jon gave Jimmy his bath like he used to do when he would be home. After Jon took Jimmy into the music room so they could play around in there and Jimmy was dancing as Jon was playing some songs for the two of them before Jimmy’s bedtime. Once Jon had read Jimmy his bed time story he had come down stairs to find Ellie but she wasn’t in the kitchen. So he looked in the den and that’s where he found her with her tea and a bottle of his favorite wine.
“Well what’s this?” he asked her.
“Well I’m just watching what’s on until you got back down here. Could you please turn it off for me so we can talk?” she asked him.
He walked over to the t.v. and shut it off and wondered what she wanted to talk about. Sitting next to her and picking up his wine glass he asked her, “So did I do something wrong? Is it about what happened in the kitchen earlier because I thought we took care of that?” he asked her.
Chuckling, “Just because I want to talk doesn’t mean you did something wrong Jon and no it has nothing to do with what happened earlier. You handled that fine. You’re a good Father Jon. So stop seconding guessing yourself. There’s no manual with this thing you know it’s kind of learn as you go. I told you there will be time’s where you’ll have to yell and time’s when you shouldn’t you’ll get the hang of it.” She told him encouraging him.
Taking a sip of his wine, “Yeah when?” he asked.
“I’m still learning myself.” She said. “But what I really wanted to talk to you about was do you think we fight a lot?” she asked holding her breath.
He looked at her strangely for a second then smiled. “No Babe I don’t why do you?”
“Well yeah kinda. It’s just that since we’ve been back together if it hasn’t been Michael it’s been something else. And it all comes down to this honesty thing.” She started to explain to him.
Listening he started to feel a little guilty but he had to stick to his guns or he would lose her for good. “Ok then so what do you want to do about it this?” he asked her.
“Well one I think we need to be more open to each other don’t you?” she asked him.
Shaking his head, “Ok we can do that.” Taking another sip.
“Can you Jon? Can you really be more open to me about what you’re doing and letting me in on what’s going on with the band so I don’t feel like an outsider to them especially when I come and visit?” she asked him.
“Wait a minute you feel like an outsider? Is someone making you feel this way because I can fire them in a sec…” he was telling her when she cut him off as he was rambling.
“Jon it’s fine no one in particular is making me feel like an outsider. It’s just when we go to the concerts and after parties with everyone I just feel like I’m…well it’s hard to explain…like I’m the third wheel in a date you know? Everyone is afraid to say the wrong thing around me or at all sometimes. Maybe if I knew them a little bit better they wouldn’t be afraid to talk to me like the guys do. Or if I knew who I was talking to instead of that is so and so and he works for me and that is so and so and he works for me also you get it?” she asked him looking at him lovingly.
“Yeah I guess. I didn’t know you felt that way at the parties Babe” he told her feeling a bit bad now.
“Yeah I know I didn’t want you to know because I know you and you would have over compensated for it and I really wouldn’t have liked that. I didn’t want you going around the whole place introducing me to people who don’t give a rat’s ass about me and only being nice to me because of you. I only want to meet the people that mean something to you.” She told him.
Looking at her confused, “You confuse the hell out of me you do know that right?” he told her smiling at her.
“Well that is my job isn’t it?” smiling wide.
“Oh oh oh so help me. Ok anything else?” he wanted to know.
 “Yeah if or when you want to or God how do I put this…” she rambled.
“Babe what is it?” he asked with a lump in his throat.
“Ok I guess just say it right. When you don’t want me anymore and find someone else that fits your needs please just tell me up front ok? Don't let me hang on because…” but Jon just couldn’t hear anymore.
“Ellie! What the Fuck! Why the hell do you think I’m going to dump you? I mean Jesus!” he just sat there in shock at what she just said.
“I just mean I don’t want to be led on Jon if you find someone else that you find more attractive than me that’s all. You don’t know what will happen in the future only because you seem to find that you needed to go find solace in those strippers and were not even married yet and worked out how we’re going to be together if we have more kids. I mean if I can’t be on tour with you are you going to keep doing this? And then lying about it? I know you say they don’t mean anything to you Jon but it does to me. I...I don’t know if we can stay together pretending that this side of your career doesn’t exist. Plus I’m tired of fighting about it.” She told him sadly.
Running his hands thru his hair he got up and sat next to her. “El I can’t guarantee that this won’t happen again. I can’t guarantee that you won’t find someone when I’m gone only because life isn’t full of guarantee’s Babe. I don’t know what the hell is going to happen twenty years down the road all I know is that I want to spend them with you and our children. Do you understand that? I screwed up plain and simple. But I do know one thing and it’s that I love you more than anything in this world other than that little boy up in his room. God I thought I’d never say that. Never thought I’d say that I’d love someone as much as I love you. But I do. As crazy as you make me I do love you that is. And we are going to fight that’s part of life too. So if you can take me as I am I’ll be yours forever well?” he asked her waiting for her answer.
Tears swelling in her eyes she took his hand, “Well as long as you never get sick of me then I won’t be going anywhere.” She told him.
“You better not be.” He said as he leaned into her as he started to kiss her and as things started to get heated things started to come off. They were too busy and really didn’t care where they were seeing it was their house to go upstairs. They were comfortable right where they were on their huge couch she had gotten and Jon was very grateful for it. So was Ellie as it was soft leather so the positions he put her in didn’t hurt her knees when she sat on him as he held her tight. He told her he loved to be able to look at her this way as her hair flowed down her back and down her front and over her breasts. And with the pinkness in her cheeks and her eyes turning a deep green it drove him crazy.
A few hours later he woke up with the afghan that he had put on them and her wrapped in his arms. Her hair smelled like jasmine and as the aroma went thru his nostrils it gave him chills like no one ever has in his short life even thou he felt like he has lived forever in this short Rock world. Was it really worth screwing around as he put it to himself when he needed relief to lose this feeling with the one he truly loved? Would it really hurt to give monogamy a try? She started to move in his arms and it was probably one of the worse things she could have done because her bottom was directly across something that was definitely waking up. So he moved her hair to one side and started to nibble the nape of her neck as she started squirming and giggling.
“Hey green eyes you waking up?” he asked her as his hand went roaming to her front and found what he was looking for.
“Hey how can I stay asleep with you poking me like that huh?” she laughed.
“Oh I was hoping that you’d noticed.” He said as he continued his assault on her neck as she giggled and tried to put her shoulder and neck together as she was very ticklish there. “Hey I’m trying to suck on that.” he told her as he chuckled.
“Well it tickles.” She said trying now to turn in his arms. “Opps now you’re poking me in my…” but Jon laid one on her.
Parting finally, “There how was that?” he asked her.
“I thought you wanted me to talk dirty to you?” she asked a little confused.
“I do why?” he said looking at her.
“Well then why did you stop me?” she wanted to know.
“Oh did I stop you?” he asked looking all innocent at her.
“You know you did?” she said sweetly.
“Well then why don’t you continue then, as you see you have my complete attention. So you were saying I was poking you where?” He asked her smirking.
“You know damn where.” She told him sarcastically.
“I know but I want to hear you say it.” He told her all deep and husky as his hands started to roam her body now.
So she did as she drew it out in a whisper. “Fine you’re poking me in my pussy Baby.” Well that was enough for Jon and it really didn’t take much anyway as he pushed her down and rolled on her as he kissed her long and hard. And he easily with one leg opened her legs so he could entered her slowly and started to trust into her and once he knew it was conformable for her he went faster and faster as he could feel her thrive under him. She wrapped her legs around him to hang on as she hung on him as she wrapped her arms around his neck as she felt she was about to explode throughout her body and she wanted to scream her head off. But instead she held it in and bit her lower lip and didn’t even realize she was doing it until her organism hit her like a bomb and she let out a scream as she came and he finally did as well when he groaned loudly and collapsed on her all satisfied. It wasn’t long when he rolled off of her and on his side and breathed in deeply.
“Baby are you ok?”’ he finally asked her concerned still breathing deeply.
Smiling she answered him, “Yeah I’m fine Sweetie just fine what about you?”
Finding her hand next to him and taking it. “Me too. God I love you.” He told her.
“Not as much as I love you. (turning on her side) Jon I really love you being home. I don’t want you to leave.” There she said it.
As he is laying on his side, “I know and I don’t want to go back either I love waking up with you by my side and being a family but I have to finish this album you know that. Hopefully it should only be another few months and I’ll be home.” He explained to her as he stroked her hair.
“Well I’m glad you surprised me because this was nice.” As she cuddled up to him.
“Yeah so am I.” he said as he held her tight. He was just getting the feeling again when the door of the Den started to rattle. Then when it didn’t open there was a banging on the door.
“MOMMY! I can’t open the door!” Jimmy yelled.
“Well someone is up.” Jon laughed.
“Yup I should get dressed and go get him.” She said as she tried to get up but Jon stopped her.
“Nope I’ll do it. I told you I’m only here for a short time and I want to be with him for as long as I can. You rest you deserve it Babe.” He told her as he got up and threw on his sweats. Walking over to the door and opening it he saw Jimmy ready to bang on it again. “Hey there little man what do you say we go to the kitchen and get some breakfast while Mommy sleeps ok?” he asked his son. Jimmy agreed and they both took off for the kitchen. Seeing it was Saturday this meant that Jared wouldn’t be over so he would have all day with him.
Ellie loved that she got to sleep in for a change and when she as able to sneak up to their bedroom to get some sleep. A few hours later she finally did come down stairs and she found her boys outside playing ball. She stood there as she watched them running around with the football chasing each other as they were laughing and tackling one another and just having the time of their lives. She really hated that he had to leave the day after tomorrow and would have to explain to Jimmy again why Daddy would have to leave them but that was the business that he was in. She knew from the minute she met him that this was going to be his lifestyle but she regrets that she wasn’t there from the start. But she is now and there wasn’t anyone that is going to make her leave him that was for sure.
She went to make her tea when she heard the kitchen door open and they came in laughing.
“Mommy me and Daddy were playing football outside.” He told her huffing and puffing.
“Really? Well who won?” she asked him.
“Well we don’t keep score Mommy. We were just throwing the ball and running that’s all Daddy was just teaching me.” He told her still out of breath.
 “Oh ok well Daddy I see that you seem to be out of breath as well. You ok?” she asked him chuckling.
“Oh I’m just fine but you have to remember Babe I had this big exercise earlier this morning so…” he tried to explain to her.
“Yeah right it’s hard running after a seven year old isn’t it. So don’t go trying to explain it away by how tried you are by what we did this morning Bub. You run up and down the stage almost every night and you’re telling me your tired out by your seven year old? Try doing it every day Buddy.” She told him giggling.
“Ok, ok I give up, you got me.” He told her as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
“Ewe. Daddy, Mommy can I have some cookies please.” Jimmy asked them as he was a little weired out as they were showing each other more than a little affection to each other.
“Yeah sure Honey I’ll get them.” Ellie said as she went to the cabinet to get the cookies and Jon went to get the milk.
“Hey Mommy can I have some too?” Jon asked her making a puppy dog face.
“Only if you’re a good boy too.” She said to him.
“Oh Mommy Daddy has been a good boy I told you he was teaching me how to play football. So can he get some cookies please?” Jimmy asked her with a pleading face.
“OK I guess I’m out numbered here.” She laughed and put the box of cookies down and two glasses for the milk.
After that Jon needed to go out for a while as he had to run into town for a little bit seeing that he had something to do for the record company and told Ellie that he would be back as soon as he could. Ellie told him fine and knew he had to do what he had to do. So he went in real quick and gave a quick report on the progress of the record seeing that they wanted him to come in personally if he was going to be home for any reason. After about an hour which took more time that he wanted.
Meanwhile Ellie and Jimmy were playing a game as she had looked at the time and saw that three hours had gone by and no Jon. Boy she thought they were really keeping him. I hope he doesn’t come home all pissy. About another twenty minutes went by when the front door open and Jon walked in and he yelled out that he was home. Jimmy got so excited that he ran to see his Dad.

“Jimmy don’t run or you’ll fall!” Ellie yelled to him. Getting up and going after him she followed him to the front door where when she got there low and behold was Jon smiling from ear to ear and their son holding a Golden Retriever puppy. 

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